I DID IT! Wow!

YES! Finally I did it. Is actually a driving theory test. Yea, I know I'm a little too over react and excited about it. So, problem?;) It took lots of courage for me to sit for the test although my friends and sis told me that it isn't that difficult. I even wrote notes for it, how silly. But, i recalled back is quite worth it. I always believe that the God will pay you back if anybody puts hard work on it. Wow, Fantastic Baby:D I still can't believe that i passed my test yesterday. Okay, I'm still kinda excited about it. 

I knew a girl name, Cindy yesterday at that test place. She is an awesome girl. Well, she is younger than me a year. But somehow, she doesn't looks like her age. We talked and joked around with each other while waiting for our numbers to call. We both felt nervous when our number was about to call. My number, 54 is called! Yay, lucky number ever! I went into the test area, and started doing the test in front of the computer. My both hands were shivered while doing the test. I'm just don't want to use my 55 bucks for retest. Hey, I can buy a very nice cloth in Nichii with that 55 bucks;)  And so, i passed! I was so happy when I knew my result and came out from the test area with a smiley face. I don't understand why those people before me had no expression on their face even though they pass their exam. It made me felt that my expression wasn't right when I passed the test. Fine, as long as I passed!:) 

A kindly thanks to everyone who gives me supports and encourage me lots for the driving theory test. I appreciated it. Thanks to Jin Ying who borrow me the undang book, THANKS:)

* This post should be posted yesterday, but I'm just too tired and lazy to type. Of course the term lazy is   more;)

My Girl in da House

Finally i got a chance to meet her as in one to one. Yay! She did made my day full with, hmm..nail polish and make ups. I thought she will be coming with Sing Ying as she had told me that Sing Ying might be free today. She called me up around 12 this afternoon so that my sis could picked her up at the railway station. I then asked her, ''Are you coming to my house alone?'' She replied yes with her sneaky voice. So, i hesitated that she tricked me. Well, she didn't. She did came and waited for us alone. What a poor little rhino:)

We had yummy fried fish nuggets and chicken tidbits with a few cups of icy root beer that were bought by my sis. We enjoyed our lunch tough.

Then, ''The Girls Afternoon'' begun. We threw out what we had on the floor and start painting our nails at first, then our face. Nail polishes and make ups had occupied one part of my room. But, it was fun. This is my very first time putting pedicures and make ups with friends. It's quite, hmm...awesome, I guess. I like the way we ''communicate'' in this way. This shows that we are really a teen, doing what a teen really does, not just going out and do the same old things always. *Huey Yee, we had just doing what a teen suppose to do today! High Five!;) Huey Yee and my sis start to ''ruin'' my eye part with mascara, eye liners, eye shadows, etc. I got a little shocked when Huey Yee passed the mirror to me because I look like a monster. Maybe I'm not used to make ups, so ya. I irritated Huey Yee by kept asking her to put on make ups so that we can both take photos together. She applied eye liner but then it were not in line, so I volunteered to help her.  I was so playful at that moment, and so I suggested to help her with the eye shadow. I applied dark grey with a few layer of black glitter eye shadows on her. I thought the final look would be cool, but, you know, sometimes imagination is not the same as reality. And so, my sis help her do the final touch up, which means everything. 

Told you my sis is my slave, hiak hiak hiak. 

Is All About LOVE

A tons of love, this is what Christmas suppose to be:)

had went to Mid Valley and Sunway Pyramid shop to for Christmas gifts these days. It's tiring but i do enjoy the moments shopping and eating with my family. I love that kind of aroma- warmth and lovely. We met our cousins and aunts at Kota Raya yesterday without knowing tat they will be there. This is what i called love:) My mom had once told me that people will eventually feel it and meet each other if we really love that someone. I know is kinda silly to believe in what my mom had said. Maybe it sounds curious to you, but trust me, it had work 3 times;)

 Today is the day, is Christmas!!!:) The smell of roasted turkey, presents under the Christmas tree and so the blessings from everyone. I had a silent Christmas this year as we celebrated on our own. Mom made homemade bolognese spaghetti with bacons, deep fried chicken bits and mushroom soup for dinner. It certainly taste fantastico especially the chicken bits:D 

Gifts which i received from my family. Those ear rings are gorgeous, the pair of slippers are wonderful, the watch is awesome and so those dresses are what i dream for so long. A great thanks to my sis, mom and bro;) thank you! 

 * If Santa does exist in this world, i hope everyone will be happy for now and always.   Thanks Santa!:)))

I HEART TONG YUAN

Yesterday was tong yuan day and also so called ''world end day''. The 1st instant that came in my mind ytd morning was, ''yes! I' m still alive''. I knw i'm kinda silly but that only made me realizes that how much i still wanna live in this world with all the awesome ppl around me. I' m glad tat i was still alive, i really do. Well, thanks GOD!

My sis n I had made tong yuan for the family ytd:)  It definitely taste fantastic to me although my mom said it was just okay (because she prefer tong yuan with red bean soup, not because of my cooking). By the way, we still enjoy it.  This year was a little different from the previous years as we stayed at home n celebrated ourselves. We had homemade dishes that was cooked by my mom:) I think is not the food or anything that counts, is actually the heart that matters a lot yesterday. Plus, nothing will break us down, if we are united as one. Yay, to my family:D   

Oh ya, my sis dyed my hair ytd, surprisingly was there's no sign of effect on my hair. Then, I goes == Okay, maybe hair colour will only appear under the sun;0 This is the 2nd time dying my hair, and both are done by my sis.  Jie, i wanna tell u seriously, I will definitely miss u so much if you are gonna move to Kampar for studies:( If you r really going there, be sure you will come back more often to be my slave. Muahahahahaha

Having sore throat and a little flu these days, i guess is becoz I used the same bottle with singying that day. And the funniest thing was, i always thought tat my antibodies were so strong that it would be able to defend any bacteria. Okay, i lose becoz flu are virus== 

*Cant wait to go out to shop for presents today at Sunway Pyramid with my mum:)

I'm afraid :(

I' m confused again nw. My cousin sis talked to me last night, asking me what course I' m gonna take. I told her that my decision was to take foundation in arts and major in account. She was shocked as I told her be4 I wanna study courses which is more related to physics. Ya, I know, but I know where's my ability at. I don't wanna take the risk. I'm afraid of doing bad choices. I did some google research abt accountancy and engineering courses this afternoon. And hah, I'm interested in biomedical and also civil engineering. I was like wat!!!! I'm aimless now, i have no idea what to do. Mayb I shouldn't have make my decision too early as wat everybody had told me, dont regret when u grow older. Ya, is a lifetime thingy. I've gotta think properly. People succeed in their career becoz they love their job, i wanna b like them too:) I hope I can make the best choice be4 march. Gotta do more research on courses. 

Talking abt today, is the 20th of dec. I've heard lots of news abt the world is gonna end tomorrow since las year. And the most shocking thing is, i didnt realise that was tomorrow until i saw the date on the computer today. I thought it is long way more to go. okay, im blur==

i fall, i rise, i make mistakes. This is all because i;m not a perfect girl. I appreciated every moment i had in this 17 years. I always felt that i'm lucky cause I've own lots of precious and awesome people around me (family and friends, people whom i care and also people who cares about me). I love them all:) God, if  I got the chance to wish for this moment, I wish that everybody whom i love will stay with me no matter what happens. Pls dont let the world ends so fast:( I'm just too afraid of losing:((

Jingle Bells

Yellow DECEMBER!;) a month which means a lot to me. It is a significant of the last month of a year, a month which made me thought i had done. The most importantly, DECEMBER represented CHRISTMAS! Yay:)))) For me, Christmas always made me thought of having dinner with my family members, and of course presents:D I do believe in Santa when I was younger, until my mom told me that she was the Santa all through the years. Thanks mom for creating a great childhood for me. I appreciated it and I wish you would be my Santa again this year or maybe every year, can?

*I know im a little greedy, but pls pls pls dont spoil my childhood;)

Magnifeco Peepo

Had an awesome day with singying:)

We talked# we chit chat# we learned# we played# we did sports# we swam# we ate# we walked# we ran# we caught in the rain# we imagined# we looked back at moments# we thought# we sang# we slept# we discussed# we took photos# 

Thanks to her for going to the education fair with me which it was held in Mid Valley. Hmm, i' ve decided wat course should be taken after listening to wat the consultant, friends and of coz family members had told me. And now, im so motivated in order to achieve a better result in this course. Wish me luck!!:)

MOST OF ALL- WE ROCK!! LOL

So Long, My Darling:)

Hmmm...wat shall i say? Oh Jenny good luck? LOL. I knw ur feeling is quite complicated nw. U will feel okay, i go there n further my studies, bt when u look through photos n flashback with ur memories that u had in malaysia with a bunch of awesome frens (ME! YAY!), u will feel like oh no!! I wanna stay here forever with them;) stay strong, be tough in america, coz i knw u can do it!:) i knw u misses especially the special someone, but there are always skype, facebook or even twitter to communicate. So ya, dont worry be happy;) I always told myself everything will be find. Mayb some ppl thinks that is an action or consoling urself nt to solve the problems, but for me is a positive thinking:) U r an independant girl, u will do it better than me, trust me!:) do u knw?? U r my competitve every single time since form 3, i guess. I always wanted to win u in certain subjects ( i knw is a bit lame, but..u knw, character problems, gonna change it ). Erm, sorry if i did anything wrong or make u feel sad:( btw, all the best in future, my ddddaaaarrrrliiiinnnggg!!!!

Urghhh..DECISIONS AGAIN!

Went to opening day in Sunway College today. Oh gosh, decisions have to be made again:( tiring of choosing something between two. I've gotta give up in another when i want to choose the other. I hate that kind of feeling, mayb ppl are all greedy. Im a girl who likes physics lots lots and lots, so yea, wanted to furher my studies related to physics like engineering. But, wat if it's gonna be difficult in further, wat if i cannt continue to study for this course anymore, wat if i hated it nex time and love other subjects more than physics. There are too many consequences to think be4 choosing a course. Yea, study is just a path of our future. But, for me, is a lifetime thingy. I've gotta work for this field for several years (10, 20 or mayb 30, 40 years), can i really do that? I wanna work happily not suffer during working hours== My another choice is accounting. I have no idea this will be my second choice but i had already decided since the beginning of the year. I have no account base, and i dunno wat izit all about. I have no guts to take the risk in choosing courses. I dun wanna waste money or time in some courses which im nt interested. Im lost:(( Hope i can find an answer in he education fair tomorrow:)

 *positive thinking!:)

                

Btw, we ate chicken chop tat was recommended at SS15 by my sis this evening. 

It's soooooooooo big! Muahahahahaha!

MY BESTIE ;)

We r nt couples, we r nt friends, but i am very sure that we r definitely more than that:) i wanna tell u lots n lots of stuff bt i knw i cant, coz we both will caught into some trouble, or mayb just me. Im afraid, I hide, I'm a coward. I have no idea wat to do. Yet, i tried nt to msg u every sigle time, i tried to stay strong and solve my problems with others or mayb alone. Im not sure whether wat i had done izit benefits the both of us, but im ve sure tat i've gotta move o.n wat i had decided. Im really sorry if i had hurt u:(( really, really sorry, i didnt mean to do it. OKAY, i failed, i msg u after several months, i was too worry, i dunno wat to do, im so lost tat moment. Thanks for consoling me, gives me advice, although i knw u dunno wat to say. But ya, thanks:) Ur msgs really means a lot to me, although sometimes is just some short ones. Mayb im too used to it, looking at ur msgs since form 2. Im just too selfish sometimes, i got frustrated when u dont msg me during form 3, okay, i knw my thoughts are childish, but im so used to it. Im happy tht u told me nt to specify our relationship that day, im just happy in the way we r right nw:)) Anyway, im okay nw, my bestie:) im glad and felt lucky to have u, u taught me lots of stuff indiretly. U trusted me every single time although i relieve ur secrets. U r the best guy i've ever met ( of coz is be4 my husband== ). U helped me lots n lots of times which i couldnt count but force to rmb! I cherish the moments whenever im with u;) SEE, i appreaciate u like a piece of GOLD! Hehe. Hmmm..i knw u have some problems these days, this time let me help u:) is my time to do something for u, i cant just let u help me for no reason every single time.

我只想跟你说其实做人不需要想太多, 对得起自己和别人就可以了. 做人简简单单就好, 更何况是爱情. 幸福其实很简单的:)

Dream Do Comes True;)

Felt so amazed today:) like Oooohh Aaaahh.. I've always wanted to have a princess room. As I was thought by Cinderella when I was a little kid, dream do comes true:) Everything looks perfect in that room, it just lack some greens and fishes! Mr Cacti and Bob (future cactus and goldfish), I'm so gonna own those next time, hmm..mayb next year if is possible.I was wondering (my mom asked) whether I should sleep there tonight, and the answer is NO! I'm still afraid of G....,although Im a teen, I need my mom! Hah! So, no sleeping alone there, teehee! I LOVE MY ROOM! YAY!:)))))))

 Books, books and books!

NEW:)

Never ever wonder that i will wake up that early to create a g-mail for a blog. Okay, i was impressed of myself anyways because my blog (no more ''the blog'' anymore) is finally exist!!! Yay! *cheers to myself! here are just too many things that stuck in my head for these several days, so I decided to create a blog so that i can release all my happiness and also unhappiness here. I really wish i can update..hmmm..like everyday, if im not busy *fingerscross!!