Thursday, 20 December 2012

I'm afraid :(

I' m confused again nw. My cousin sis talked to me last night, asking me what course I' m gonna take. I told her that my decision was to take foundation in arts and major in account. She was shocked as I told her be4 I wanna study courses which is more related to physics. Ya, I know, but I know where's my ability at. I don't wanna take the risk. I'm afraid of doing bad choices. I did some google research abt accountancy and engineering courses this afternoon. And hah, I'm interested in biomedical and also civil engineering. I was like wat!!!! I'm aimless now, i have no idea what to do. Mayb I shouldn't have make my decision too early as wat everybody had told me, dont regret when u grow older. Ya, is a lifetime thingy. I've gotta think properly. People succeed in their career becoz they love their job, i wanna b like them too:) I hope I can make the best choice be4 march. Gotta do more research on courses. 


Talking abt today, is the 20th of dec. I've heard lots of news abt the world is gonna end tomorrow since las year. And the most shocking thing is, i didnt realise that was tomorrow until i saw the date on the computer today. I thought it is long way more to go. okay, im blur==
i fall, i rise, i make mistakes. This is all because i;m not a perfect girl. I appreciated every moment i had in this 17 years. I always felt that i'm lucky cause I've own lots of precious and awesome people around me (family and friends, people whom i care and also people who cares about me). I love them all:) God, if  I got the chance to wish for this moment, I wish that everybody whom i love will stay with me no matter what happens. Pls dont let the world ends so fast:( I'm just too afraid of losing:((

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