Dont Give Up! c;

tried to recollect stuff that I had done on Sat, and yet, the most I can remember was going to the gym. That was my very first time doing gym. Hmmm, I cycled the so called bike in the gym room and I cannot take it after 5 minutes, I guess. My stamina and energy level was too low. Fine, then I go for another one. This time I did hundred times for it. That ''thing'' is to reduce the fats on the arms and I seriously needed that. It was a little tiring but what surprise me was I felt nothing the next morning. No muscle pain:) YAY. It prove that gym is a good exercise for me although it does not shows any effects yet. It takes time, I know. 

I had done a simple English breakfast for my family. My mom always told us that breakfast should be eaten daily, because it can boost our metabolism and also allow our mind open. So, I had done that for them. It's just simply because I wanted to cook, it's nothing to do with my mom's theory. I know I'm bad. Here it is, nothing special and difficult to cook. It's just scramble egg with coarse black pepper, toasted bread, fried mushroom sausages, baked beans and a cup of iced milo. Plus, my favourite fruit, grapes!

I had to drive today, It was just training session actually, but it really made my heart beats as fast as possible. The uncle taught me how to drive, when I'm supposed to press on the clutch, break and also the accelerator. But, I don't know what I'm doing. The car just dead for almost 5 to 6 times.This made me felt so bad. I was trying so hard to understand every single word that were taught by him, but it just did not work. He said that I'm don't really have the talent to learn driving, so I have to put on more hard work in it. He asked me to press on the accelerator for the very first time, and what I heard was, the ramming sound. I'm like driving a formula one. I didn't know why I press so hard on those break, accelerator. I don't really felt nervous, but I think I lack of confident. I'm afraid. I seriously don't understand why I'm like this. Pls tell me! We did many turns but I still don't get what the uncle said. I can't even drive in a straight line. I kept too much to my left hand side. My brain is blanked when I drive, I just listen to the uncle's command. But, of course I'm a little too slow to react. I kept on press too hardly and quickly on the brake pedal and so there goes the sudden break. I cried when I got home and told my mom and sis about the whole story. It was just a short story and yet I cried for it. I cried because I'm thinking that why I'm so useless. Why I just can't focus and do it. Why my brain went blanked and emptied when I'm driving. Driving isn't toys, I can't just be like this forever. I have to learn, I gotta try even harder in it. And so my sis practiced with me in this afternoon, I didn't know my ,mistakes until she told me. And guess what, I did that sudden break in an auto car this time. Is an auto car man! How can it happened! But, I'm grateful to have my family members beside me, they encourage me, teach me, pull me up whenever I'm in a bad situation. My sis even treated me Chatime after the we had done practicing. She told me that the drink is for encouragement, so that I will do better next day. Thanks to my sis and everybody that support me. I will accept the new challenge in my life, that stupid driving lesson!!