Everything is so lovely, why do i feel sad? or maybe I should change the ''do'' to ''should''. Ya, everything, everyone is being so lovely to me, why should I feel sad about all those small issue ( yea, fail in driving is not a small issue).
Finally, I get to write something today. I wanted to close the blog, is like stop writing anything in this blog. ( is just that I'm too lazy to update what I'm doing or where I go these days). Things been getting harder for me these days.( ya, just because I failed my driving test twice). Aiks, is sad, you know? I immediately break down when I failed the second time. I don't dare to call my mom and sister and tell them. I was lost. I tried calling some of my friends and yes, they just didnt pick up the phone. I'm like what!! How come you guys didn't pick up the phone when I needed you guys so much. But still, she is there for me, Wei Yee. She picked up my phone. And so, I told her what had happened. I'm just so stress up and sad. I felt like nobody is there for me. No one who can just give me a hug at that moment. I didn't cry that loud and long ever since I stepped into secondary school. ( people who knows me, will only know that I always laugh like a stupid fool.) Huey Yee also sent messages asking me how I do in my driving exam, she encourages me too. Thanks to the both of them. Later on, I called my sis and told her about it. ( and of course, she told my mom about it ) When I got home, they both didn't say a thing about it. They just told me that is like this, is okay, try again next time. I know you all love me, but I didn't know is that much. Thanks!
It's Sunday. It's the day we gather up again c: (that's always sound the best than other stuff I guess.)
And yes, I'm late again this time. I didn't go shopping with Huey Yee. I'm so sorry. She didn't really scold me much because I'm late, she just mumble a little. That's Huey Yee. She will only say '' I hate you, Tan Hui Shan'' and that's it. I think back now, do I really take our friendship too likely or I know you won't get mad at me even though i did something wrong to you?
Kok Li reached there way earlier than me ( hey Huey Yee, I let you shop with those pros okay? His fashion taste is not bad) And yes, I met the two of them first. Kok Li then started to mumble at me. ( you know, two bees around you is kinda sweet actually, but somehow it's kinda annoying) He questioned me, how can you be so late, and you are just staying nearby this area. Then I'm like ya ya ya. ( I didn't answer back, because I know is my fault) After for awhile walking together ( the 3 of us), we meet the rest up.
We had our lunch in Full House. We make so much noise in the restaurant ( its kinda embarassing. But what to do, my friends and of course I'm like that) We used to talk nonsense more than anything else. Kien Sing's pasta came first. It was so nice smell and I started not to talk much already. I'm just too hungry. I have no energy to talk. So, I chose to laugh at every actions and jokes. Luckily my food came after his, if not I will just grab a fork and eat his share. I don't care of my image anymore ( or maybe I should say why must I care that much in front of them. They are all nice and lovely people). I think I'm just too hungry. I just kept on eating and eating till I finished the last strip of my spaghetti. Is okay overall. I like the sweet and sour paste on my spaghetti. But if you are talking about what so nice about it, I can only say that it's just a normal bolognese spaghetti with slices of sausages and sprinkled cheese on top. It's just normal. ( maybe I was really too hungry at that moment, I can't taste anything. What I know is just can I have more food? My tummy is grumbling)
We then went to the ice rink, but then it's so crowded. Plus, only Zhen Shen and Huey Yee know how to skate. The rest of us were like had zero knowledge in skating. So, they decided to go for movies. But then, the cinema was so crowded. I was like what's going on, why is everybody out on Sunday! We can't decide what to do. Kok Li don't want to skate, and he can't sing because of his sore throat ( we actually thought of going for karaoke) Kien Sing said that he is okay with anything, but then he said objection to singing ( I was like, isn't that difficult to sing? ) And so, we all decided to follow our plan- skating. We bought entrance tickets, then is time to put on the skate shoe and start skating. Kok Li and Tet Shern didn't go in ( they said that they had lots of heart to heart talk, the rest of us definitely don't need that. Talking can be anytime, but then skating, hmm, is not always. And hello, we are going to be twenty soon. We can talk when we are tired of playing)
Finally I know how to skate. And yes, I can proudly said that I out of the rail although I'm actually near to it. This time I didn't really get to hold on to the rail. I don't want to waste my time, my 10 bucks and their effort in that ice rink. I told myself I have to learn to skate at least I can skate out of the rail. Well, a great thanks to the five of them, holding my hands anytime when I needed them. I love them all.
Kok Li and Tet Shern left around 5 something, because Kok Li had to rush back. ( he is the cinderella- boy version of course)
The six of us had Sushi Zanmai after burning our calories in the ice rink for almost two hours. ( I did sweat, I swear). I just eat back all my calories. I was like Oh No! Why?!! I had melon ice cream stick before eating a bowl of japanese rice. But I didn't regret buying the ice cream because it really taste good. It's like eating the whole fruit melon/ honeydew. It does not melt that easily. I don't know how to describe about that ice cream. It just taste too good. What I know is just that, I betrayed Kien Sing because I told him that we will go for Moo Cow ( is another kind of ice cream.) But then, I just can't resist it. Zhen Shen bought it first, and then I kept on looking at him eating his yogurt strawberry ice cream stick. My mouth waters. The rest of them went to the toilet, only me, Zhen Shen and Wei Yee were standing at the ice cream waiting for them. How can I resist myself not to buy it, and walk all the way to the Moo Cow later. I just can't. It can feel the ache whenever I look at the ice cream sticks that were display in the store with different kind of flavours. So I bought it. And at last, everyone of us bought it. Wei Yee bought mango stick, Huey Yee bought strawberry stick, Kien Sing bought green tea stick. Is not the end yet, dont forget about Sushi Zanmai:)
I had a bowl of japanese rice with chicken slices and seaweed on top. It's actually the rice that I wanted and I only eat for japanese food. I regretted of not ordering a bigger bowl. I was hungry till I can't hold the chopsticks well. I ordered a smaller bowl and yet I'm still hungry. But of course, I didn't order anymore.
That's it! There's no photos, no videos or anything to keep the memory of that day. But I'm sure that all of our brains can still function well right? So, make full use of it, pls!
I never thought of telling Kien Sing so many stuff. He did tell me lots of his grandfather stories too. Thanks for telling me that, I appreciated it c: I really do. I just realize that only being in a friend zone with guys can make me feel comfortable and easy. I felt I have more things to talk to them. I felt better, and I can look at them eye to eye and talk. I can talk more and even more- non stop. Being single isn't that bad actually. Somehow, I just enjoy being in what I am for now.
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