It's a nice day out with Huey Yee yesterday. Everything was good, the weather, the feel of excitement, of course we both look good too (maybe not physically but mentally, yes!) It's been a long time I've met her ( I don't know since when, I don't count the days like when we met, when we hung out, when we didn't call or message each other. I don't do all these silly stuff.) I was not really happy with my college life here, my group mates, my timetable, the time when I have to wait for the bus and go to college alone, the moment when I always tell myself I have to learn to be alone when I'm all alone in some unfamilliar places. I have to meet new faces which I sometimes doesn't like it. I met one girl on my very first day of tutorial class ( is an English tutorial class). I thought I would cling with her well, but then it turns up side down. It's the opposite of what I had thought. It's kinda sad actually, as at that time, I only had her, but then she had other friends as well. She loves to mix around with others. She had friends no matter where she go. I didn't say that it isn't a good tihng mixing around with others, maybe I just don't like the fact that her focus is not on me. It's kinda leftout when she stopped by and talk with her friends out of nowhere (as I said she has plenty of friends in that big college). I will keep quite whenever she has a conversation between them (I can't like introduce myself in an awkward way in between their conversation, right?) There's lots more happening, but I'm just too lazy to type it out word by word. ( by the way, my two besties and my family already know what was happening, so ya, I guess is already more than enough) The other thing was, there's a strange feeling when I'm having my lecture or tutorial classes. I kinda regretted choosing accounting as my major subject (as I don't understand what's going on in class) I had that instinct to change to a different course ( you know, my favourite engineering course), but then what can I do for now?
I told Huey Yee about what I had and must go through in college, she told me hers too. She told me that it's always like this, when you first enter college (she enters college earlier than I do but she can adapt well in no time). The one sentence that impressed me the most from her is, she told me that just take it as a challenge, just try it before saying you want to give up. Yea, she was right. I can't give up that easily. There's always hope when the moment you wanted to give up. People who want to give up are those who never try hard ( yea, sound like me, I know). I knew I will gain something from her after a day out with her. Thanks Huey Yee!
* oh ya, it's nice to hear that you have admirers in your Uni. Do remember to update me more about your... love stories:)
Guess what, I shop a few hours with her yesterday, and finally I managed to buy somethings. ( a navy blue t-shirt with a moustache man printed on it, a sharped blue shorts, a black cap, a pair of strawberry and flag earrings). So, now I'm grounded till Sing Ying is back. Aiks.. I will still shop for more as I'm a girl. It's a girl's prioriety to do that.
