Another night with them

It's another night with my ladies again. I swear I'm not sighing.

I'm so happy being with the both of them, although we played with our phones or do our own stuff when you gathered. I think its okay to do so, because it's the real you. You do what you like. You do things which makes you comfortable without another forcing you doing some sort of things. You know, sometimes you will just feel uneasy being with other crowd. Ying's friend sent us to Hueyyee's house. I thought it was Ben at first (you know who is Ben if you are my blog post reader for long) And so, i think ying somehow knew that I will think this way. She quickly introduced Daniel to me when my butt got into his car. He was a kind and friendly person, at least it was a good impression for me. It's not too bad for the first meeting. He had that muscular body build, then ying came to tell me that it was not. He too, admitted that it was just fats layering him up. Hah! Told you, he was a friendly guy. He did most of the talking. I guess he was trying to make the whole conversation heat up and not got into dead air or maybe he just likes to talk Alot? I don't know. He teased ying's English and he asked me some questions too. From friends, kean weng, courses I'm taking to direction to Huey yee's house. We both don't really know how to direct him to huey yee's house. As for your knowledge, I'm not good at directions plus, I usually sleep in the whole entire trip, no matter who is driving and where I'm heading to. It's all my bad habits. I know its bad, but...just forgive me. Daniel can't speak or listen mandarin, and so we communicated in English. I'm okay with both. Ying also said that how come we both can get each other that fast. I don't know. Sometimes, I believe that its the one click between people. When its on, then it will goes on and on, and never stops. He then asked me how old I think he is. I said 20 +, hmmm 21? He then said that there's one lady who thought that he was 30+. Too bad, you just don't have that kiddo look, Daniel. He then told me that he's just the same age as us. And, I was like okay and kept quiet for a little while. But, of course, Daniel didn't keep the car without noise. He was ''chirpping'' like a bird. And finally, after all the wrong turns, waze which brought us to some narrow roads which we don't even know where we were and all our guessing (instinct), finally we reached to huey yee's place.

We had dinner with huey yee's family (as in a big family- with her relatives) And there went a baby boy. He's so cute! And, naughty at the same time. Yea, boys, right? It kinda reminded me of being in my aunt's place when I'm younger. My family is a big one too. Hah! 

We sat down and chit chatted with her family after dinner. It was not awkward at all. It's just, hmm, like a family? Ying and I got into the atmosphere easily, way to easy. 

Unfortunately, Ying didn't join the sleepover. Like, what?! Issshhh. So, huey yee sent her back home that night, of course I won't lose any opportunity of being with them. And so, we went to the nearest McDonald to get a sundae cone before our night ends. Okay, this is strange. They don't have chocotop, so we three went for vanilla sundae. How could this night be so miserable? We sat down and none of us noticed that Daniel was there. He kinda shouted for Ying's name. And the three of us got stunted. I was the worst. I had this vanilla ice- cream all over my mouth when I said Hi to him. That's not so good. I didn't know until Daniel told me about it. I was like, okay. Whatever. But, I swear I felt embarrassed and quickly wiped my mouth with tissues and asked the both of them whether the icecream was still there or not. Actually, I do mind.

Ying took a picture of us for being so Asian. 

That night was tiring as I went for school in the afternoon. So, I chose to sleep than chit chatting when I was on the bed. Huey yee wanted to talk so badly, but too bad, the queen wanna sleep. So.. lights off, and sleep! 

It's Saturday and it means that more sleeping time! Hooray! Not really thou. We woke up at 6 in the morning and went to the park for EXERCISE? But, it looked more like a morning walk for almost 2 hours. Hah! I had such a great morning being with Huey yee's cousin. Kids are definitely good. I did lots of exercise, sweats all over my back, because of climbing up and down, swinging and stuff like that. Oh, not to forget about the monkey bar. And, there's one thing which made me laugh real hard. It's a thing which you need to person to grab the end and spin yourself around. Huey yee afraid of height so she managed to do a quarter spun with me only. I was so excited when I got to play that thing. It's so awesome. I demanded to play it over and over again. 

We went back home after breakfast at one of the nearest cafeteria. Their steam bun was so so good. Don't ask me where it was, I really don't know. I'm suck at directions. 

Both of us were so tired and had a nap before shopping at Avenue- K. I shopped like a mad person that day. Cotton on is definitely my favorite spot to shop right now! 

After battling of over all those clothes that we tried on, we went straight for food. Subway was the best place ever. At least it's the fastest, delicious, and also feeling less guilty to have it. So, we went for two subway melt, each one.

We went for Moo Cow later on. It was still as yummy as the first time I had it.

I guess, that's all. 

The Red Tour- June 11 2014

Today is the day, the day that I waited for a long time. I remembered the day when I purchased the tickets online. I was so nervous and excited. My hands did tremble, no joke! I told most of my friends and cousins about this. And they was like, meh. I bought Category 3 which was the far end seat. Free seating? Hah! 

My sis and Jane got the tickets for free via Hotlink. And guess what? It was the Red Zone. I got so envy and tried my luck. Well, I'm not that lucky. We got bath, put on lipsticks and wrote number 13 on our hands. Then, off we went. It was our first ever concert. We got so ultra mighty super duper excited being around there a couple of hours early. I'm for sure we smiled, laughed and giggled the whole time. Don't ask me why. Everyone should be happy on this day. 

We wandered around and got to take some photos. (OPPS, i guess its loads of photos had been taken) People coming all over the place, just to see Taylor Swift. Oh ya, we got a shot with Taylor Swift's staff, just hoping that Taylor will get to see us through somewhere. It supposed to be our luck. And, I'm very sure that we were in the crew's video. They were shooting while we were taking a selfie when we were queueing up. It was a massive crowd that day. Ying were there too. I bought the tickets for the two of us. How can I not mention this lady? She was frustrated as I'm little late, just because she got there earlier. Like what? And, I was there wanting her to cheer up, but not until she saw the lipstick that I applied. We had already promised to apply lipsticks together during The RED Tour. But, I broke the promise. So sorry, ying. And, she got even more frustrated this time. Of course, she didn't really get mad at me. Sisters don't do all these stuff. Right, right? Hah!

We came across to this lady who was holding a bag of thing. I thought it was picks. Then, I went and asked her. Unfortunately, it was not. She was just distributing the Red Tour wrist band. Ying wanted them. But, the lady had a request. She asked us to dance in front of the public if we want to get them. I was quite shy at first. Then, I thought of getting ying one because I leave her waiting all alone and also I broke the promise. So, I dragged along my sis, Jane and of course Ying to be on stage. We were quite shy and we dare not dance. So we just moved a little, get the wrist bands and end of story. Of course, we did giggled too. And, we were in the crew's videos again. Haha!

This is a one joke created by ying again. The fart question again. It will never be an ending story. She asked me what will I do if I fart in public with my boyfriend one day. I thought it for a minute or so. And, I replied her, opppss, its you! We both laughed like mad. I guess people beside me can overhear our conversation too. Just laugh if you want too, I'm not going to stop you.

The Red Tour had started. I really can't remember what had happened on that day (as in I can't remember every detail about it) I can only remember that we both sing, dance, move around while holding the glow stick. We know all of her songs. So, just let us be. I can remember how happy am I, and that's the real me. Oh ya, there's this uncle who sat beside me. He asked me to get away from my seat and screamed at the other side. I smiled at him and continue to scream. What a rebellious kid.

Both of us just don't want it to end that fast. Taylor, come back!! 

It was such A magical, beautiful and wonderful night. LONGLIVEREDTOUR

Me, myself and I

I was not very sure what's in my mind in the month of May till the 1st week of June. I got weaker. And, this time i really don't want to seek for any help. People just don't understand my situation as much as I do. At least, that's what I've always think about others. They don't know how sad I am inside. They will never know. Me, as a girl who is having a birthmark. Yea, most adults would say you are a lucky girl. It makes you look special. I actually don't care or mind that I'm having a birthmark on my left arm. But, as i grow older, things changed, my mind changed. I started to think that the outer beauty is so much important. And, it literally cover the inner beauty of me. I started to fear, hide and struggle. I was not proud of myself. I got so frustrated each time I look at myself from the mirror, looking at girls who are just so perfect and flawless. I started to get myself out from all the happiness. And so, I went to talk to my dad about it. He told me that inner beauty is so much important that the outer. Beauty from the outer side can fade when it's time. But, the inner one will keep you for long. I tried to digest it. I can felt my tears were rolling in my eyes when my dad told me about this. It's not that its touch or whatsoever. It's like i've been holding this for long. It's like a relieve kind of thing. I was still not really done with it yet. Maybe dad's advise can keep me to be okay for a day or two? Then, I talked to my mom with all the courageous that I had. She told me the same exact thing. And I said that she don't understand because she doesn't has any on her. She's perfect to me. So, I went to huey yee. I told her about this. She tried to cheer me up and in the end I broke down and cried under my pillows. The next thing to do was to sleep, because I thought it would make me feel better. No, it doesn't. Sleeping won't help this time, fail. I tried to control myself, not to see or look at anyone or the mirror. Just avoid it as much as i can, so that I won't feel sad about the whole thing. I tried one more time. This time, singying was by my side. I told her about this from head to toe. And, I can remember the words that she said, YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. (as to sum up the whole thing, hah) I know I would feel better after talking with her. Ying said that it's a wonderful and beautiful to have a mark on yourselves. It's like a sign for something. Maybe I might not know for now, but in future, somehow I will know. Be happy, cheer myself up. There are whole lot more for me to experience, try, fall, laugh ahead. Live life with no regrets. This is the last sentence she told me before The Red Tour started.