THE K.S.Y

K.S.Y. is back at once! ( it's like finally) I didn't realize the outing for the three of us ( what I meant was included staying overnight) had already been like two years ago. 

It was a lovely Saturday night, and so we had a girly day out. It was just a simple dinner between the 3 of us. It's nothing much, but it did mean a lot to us ( as singying is going for national service- hated the government, grr! And, we both sexy are starting our very own college life.) Hmm, maybe you will think that why our friendship can last that long, but there's no reason for it. It seems like we are those girls that can just get along easily and comfortable together. 

Chateau Caffeinees is a dining place which was recommended by singying. Well, it serves good food though. It wasn't that bad as what people had commented in the websites or maybe there's something wrong with my taste bud. ( yea, I've been looking through websites before I go there with them). That night was a little special as my family also joined in the crowd ( I was a little worry about it as I'm afraid that we are all in an awkward situation, but it turns out good!). Everything was good that night. We are like, hmm, dining together, chit chatting, took photos and of course joke around ( we are all good in that. Plus, my sis was added in our conversation. Thus, the aroma had became warmer. I felt good that night. 

I went there earlier than the two princess as I went with my family. It's worth waiting for them, I guess. They were dress up like.. hmm, like I've never seen before. They wore dresses. Yes, dresses in gatherings, in such occasion. They were both so pretty. Sing Ying wore a black dress with a blue stone cross necklace and a pair of shimmering high heels ( is not that high actually. It's just a few inches high- so that she can match the height of the both of us) Yea, we were born to be a giant or maybe I should say that sing ying was just born to be a dwarf among us? What attracted me about Sing Ying was her fair skin matches the dress well. ( She should wear dresses more often! That's my advice) Huey Yee- we used to call her rhino when she was younger ( no one knows what was the exact reason of calling her by that, but we just did, till now.) She, wasn't the rhino anymore that night. She wore a checkered peplum in dark blue topping with a black skirt on the bottom. It was simple but it did fit her well. ( she wanted to wear a deep V black dress, but unfortunately her pair of heels doesn't match the dress. So, she just put her deep V aside.) I was a little shocked at first, as I thought she would wear the deep V, because she told me that she would wear that ( is like telling me so confidently!) But, you both look stunning that day, *from the bottom of my heart. Me? Well, I am the most who does not follow the dress code on that day. I just wore something casual ( I don't think any colleges will take me if I'm wearing deep V or mini skirts ). So ya.. 

* I promise I will definitely wear according to the dress code the next outing 

I want to jot down some of the funny conversation that we had on that night before talking about the meal part ( I know that the food is always the juice of the whole post, but ya, just let me finish crapping all the stuff) 

Sing Ying and I gave each other high fives when we mentioned about Huey Yee's crush. I can't really remember about the topic of it, but Sing Ying and I were thinking about the same thing on that particular topic, and so we just gave each other that high five. It was so loud, but we don't felt embarrassed about it. Yet, we felt it was more like a, hmm I know what you are thinking type. And, the three of us just laughed out loud. Well, my brother just smiled at our conversation ( he just used to act cool in a group of people). 

Next, it's the funniest part of the whole dinning part. ( You've gotta read this) I asked them to take photos together, but Sing Ying said that it was too dark. It will not give any effects on the photos. We then looked up the ceiling. Not to say that was a surprise, but the lights were on. Sing Ying just then waved her hand and asked the waiter to switch on the light. The waiter did the same thing like us ( looked up the ceiling and gave us a poker face) He didn't know what to do and I bet he'd asked the other waiter to switch on the lights. And yes, they switched on the lights on the other side (is not very far from our dining table). 

The meal part:) 

We ordered almost like 3 dishes, two deserts, one bottle of mineral water, a bowl of mushroom soup? Yes, that's us ( the always hungry people) 

Baked vegetable (left), wild mushroom soup (right) 

Master Lamb- this was one of our main course. I was so excited when I look at it ( I'm a lamb eater!) It comes with side orders too ( mashed potato with thick gravy sauce, and coleslaw ) I don't want to mention anything about the side orders, because it's just taste average to me. What surprised me the most was the lamb. Yes, it was the lamb loin ( one of the best part of eating lamb?). I pour it with honey mustard. ( I think this was the first time of me having lamb with honey mustard as I've always thought that mustard is spicy. You know, I don't eat spicy dishes. But, this? The grilled lamb loin just blended into the honey mustard so well. It was tender, grilled, tasty! It's worth it, and I think the price is quite reasonable for a lamb loin. I love it! Nomnomnomnom.

 

 Choc Flourless (right), tiramisu (left) 

Not much comments about the desserts here. The taste of the both of the desserts were overall okay. But, I love the Choc Flourless more than tiramisu ( I'm not a coffee lover, I don't like the bitter taste in it.) Choc Flourless? Hmm, it's a great name and it suits for it. It's flourless! What you can actually taste it was layers of chocolate in it. Well, chocolates are girls best friends! 

 There's always second round, c'mon! *sigh

Later on, we just had some girly talks and photos!!!

All the love and hugs to the both of you. And yes, thanks for the awesome night you guys had created. It's wonderful thinking back and chit chatting about those days ( which guys we had a crush on, our dream man, or dreams and plans. Why we always get together just to talk about guys? Is like why! Well, I think there's only one reason for it - Hey, we are still a teen!) I don't know and don't want to think about how long our friendship can last, but of course it's good if it can last till we can see how each other grow up, to marry, to become a mother, grandmother and so on. But, do think and look back, we had known each other for almost ten years ( Well, I'm always proud to say that!). No matter high or low, I may not be by your side at that moment, but do remember our phone talk! It's becomes our tradition since young. I don't know when it started but I hope it will not end.

K.S.Y- once together, and we will be forever! 

Sometimes We Just Have To Learn To Dance In the Rain:)

It was raining heavily at my place yesterday and yet I got two bad news from my close friends. And yes, I've decided to write something for the both of you. 

K.S.Y will not dies easily! Cheers!

To huey yee:

Hey, my dearest. I thought it was a fine day yesterday till you told me about something ( him). Yes, he added me into the conversation, and the three of us chatted. I didn't know that before you and him had chatted about studies. ( because I was added into the conversation suddenly) I know you are excited when he first told you that he is entering the same college with you ( sing ying and I were also happy for you. hmm, is like yes! You didn't waste your effort and time waiting for him? ) I really got shocked when you first told me that your crush is going to enter the same college with you. Not only that, you both taking the same course and also same intake. But, he told you that he might be going to Taylor's University for A levels. I knew it was a heart breaking news for you. And if, he is going to the same college with you, he still have a friend there with  him. But you, you have nothing but him ( that's what you thought at first, right). You thought that the both of you can slowly build up relationship ( or should I say friendship? ), but is all an illusion for you right now. Everything was not what you had expected at the very first time. He gave you hope and break it all at once. You silly, don't ever think of that. No one gives you hope other than you yourselves. He said he might be going Taylor's University, but is just a maybe. It is not a 100 percent guarantee yet. ( is not that I wanted to give you any hope, just that I felt is kinda silly because you cried for him yesterday). You've been shed your tears for him more than enough, I don't want you to do that again! You understand?! ( big girls don't cry) Is a path of life, you know? Some people comes and goes easily, but if is yours, he/ she will tend to be yours in the end. ( It's not the world end yet) I remembered our high school physics tuition teacher once told us that, you will find that there are more than SPM after we graduated from high school. And then, you will know how silly you are studied and cried for it. But, this is the path we have to go through. We have no choice to choose, it had been arranged since we were born. And yes, so does your love story. ( don't blush) Is kinda cute when I heard that you both might be going to the same college as you had missed high school. But, think about it, huey yee, maybe it's a good choice going to different high school ( I know you graduated, but still listen to my grandma story!) You see, you've make it, you learned to make new friends, adapt the environment. Sometimes, is good that you look back what had you done throughout these few years, you've make it! So, wipe off your tears and start your new journey. Maybe it might not be what as you thought it will be, it might turn into something good. Worry less, and cheer up. You know what, you deserve more than you do, so pick your tiara up, because your prince might be elsewhere waiting for you. 

To: Sing Ying

What a day, huh? Shocking news for the three of us, I guess. I think it might be more frightening when you, yourself had received the letter from the government few days ago. I know you've been struggling these days,. Relatives and friends might asked you over the same questions again and again, and what you can do is just laugh about it. ( or maybe saying don't know, but I don't think you will said that). You've been too tough these few years, and you eventually get tired now. Ying, sometimes you have to let it go. You don't have to stay strong always. Please burst into tears whenever you felt that there's an end, and then slowly reverse back and use another way out. When there's a will, there's a way ( always keep in mind ). You keep too much into your heart, and you know, sometimes the both of us will crack our head thinking what's going on with you. It's kinda difficult to think what's going on sometimes. I know that what I try to say now, cannot really help you much ( because is not me the one who is going there alone, meet new people all by myself ) But, I think you can handle it ( you are always the toughest and strongest among the three of us ) You will sure make it. I think you will be a different person ( in a good way, okay? ) when you once come back from national service. Maybe it is not as bad as what you thought. I know you had been having lots of problems around you ( you didn't tell us, but you will always disappear when you have problems. I mean, you will not call us, blog about it, or simply text us one or two words. You will just disappear out of nowhere. ) I don't think it is a bad thing to do, somehow I felt it's good. You can think better or make the right choice being alone. Hmm, my sis's friends went for national service about two years ago. They felt terrified and not willing to go there at first, but slowly they get used to the life there, and they told my sis they don't want to come back. One of my sis's friend cried after three months being there ( And yes, that friend of my sis is a guy ). The another friend of my sis met her boyfriend in there. You see, anything can happened through the three months. I cannot guarantee what will you go through in that three months. It might be difficult and hard for you. But, trust me, you will definitely change when you are back here. You will become more independent. I want to see how you are the first one who goes into the restaurant when we hang out, kay? Don't think too much  ( as your college intake will be in August. You still have time to register and prepare everything for your college when you are back here ). Hmm, you used to believe in God. Maybe is good that you leave and go somewhere else alone, try to do everything alone. It can also be said that He wants you to go through all these. It might let you learn something. Oh ya, Sabah is a good place ( frankly speaking, I've never been there before). You can do it, believe in yourself as what you taught me. I will definitely miss you!:) 

* Sometimes we just have to learn to dance in the rain:)  

Oh ya, we have to gather once before we all enter college and so on! PLAN PLAN PLAN!

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I looked alright these days, but deep down inside I know I don't feel that way. I started thinking about stuff, those necessary ones, important ones. I'm afraid of my form five results- SPM. Ya, is sounds like is actually nothing to others, but is important to me. I need that to get my scholarship, I need it so much. I started to have fear since the day I ended my exam. Not to say anything about it, I'm just afraid that I can't achieve my targets and goals. I thought about what silly and careless mistakes that I've done in the exams, and I got frightened and awake from my dream. I told myself I can't think about it anymore, it will just give me several sleepless night. I just can't force myself not thinking about it. This feeling and thoughts eventually faded on the beginning of January, because I was busy working. I'm too tired to think about the results. I just went for work, and came back, went for driving lessons and came back. That's all. There's no time for me to think about the results. I then felt more relax slowly. 

Finally, the day has come, I had to face it. Ya, I know I have to face it one day, but I didn't realize that time flies so fast. It's already March now. I have no more time to enjoy my holidays anymore. I have to think about studies- what courses I'm suppose to take, how to make new friends, start to learn to stress myself up again. I'm gonna take my results on the 20th of March, and is hmm, counting down 17 days from now? The day is coming soon, and yet I'm not prepared yet ( maybe u might think that what should I prepare). Yea, i need to face it, I need to face it no matter the results is good or bad, I need to stay strong and maybe cry for a few days if my results are bad ( of coz, i will definitely jump if my results are good). I've dreamt about my results these days and you know what? I cried and felt a crush in my heart when I had that dream. It looked so real till I even believed that it was true. 

Besides that, I haven't decide what course I want to take. I was thinking of foundation in arts, but you know is those unsure type. I heard some of my friends were telling me their plans and path they want to pursue their dreams. They have their dreams and so do I, but why I felt I'm so far from it. I have no idea where I have to go or want to go to. I don't know which is the right choice to do for my college studies. Everybody around me seems like they had already have their own plans, but why am I still stuck here. 

After choosing the right course, I have to make new friends. I'm not those outgoing person. I can't approach to people and mix around with people easily, unless we really click with each other. And then, I will feel alone in the college, I hate that feeling ( I can be alone, but I couldn't stand seeing people had new friends or maybe a gang, but I'm still alone sitting down there like a nobody). 

I really have no idea what to do after March is over. Will I be alone? Will I be in the wrong course because of my stupid decision? Will I still stuck here thinking how bad I had done with my exams? There will be a big change after March. I hope it turns out to be good, I certainly hope it will. *fingers cross 

Is Her Day!

Tada! It's her day today. Finally she ended her foundation year. And yes, my cousin sis had also ended her foundation year on the same day as my sis. They took different intake but graduated on a same day. Is wonderful being in the graduation day last Thursday. I've actually been to her college- Sunway College a few times, I think twice. But, this is actually the first time I felt that her college is so so so big. And oh ya, I didn't knew that college students in her college wore like..hmm? Like as if they are going for fashion show. I know I am little naive, still thinking that people these days will wear like a t-shirt and a pair of jeans. Okay, I'm old fashioned. 

Get back to her graduation day, we actually went to a so called hall, the mph (multi- purpose hall). It's actually a basketball court, but it can also be a hall to hold any occasions. 

Hmm, actually I have not much feelings about my sis and cousin's graduation day. No feeling as in tears dropping or what. I just felt happy for them. After a year struggling in their courses, finally they had graduated. I will always support them, no matter what course are they taking for their degree. Now I realized that is actually important for us to think right now, what we like or what we dislike, so that we will enjoy through the whole course. Not only saying about that, there's more for me to learn because I'm having my intake on April or May. I have to learn to be more outgoing, and open up to others. I'm still in the learning process now. 

Friendship will not end that easily

It's been quite a long time I didn't see her. We were all busy doing our own stuff, busy working. Sometimes she called me and asked how am I been doing these days, sometimes I just didn't answer her call. She is a good person, she certainly does. She treat me like a baby little sis more than a friend ( I think is because she is the eldest in the house, and I'm also a middle child among my siblings) We eventually click together no matter what topic we are talking about, of course '' Boys'' is one of our hot topic. 

Finally we had a day out on Wednesday. This is actually an unplanned date, but we both still managed to spend some time out to meet each other. I felt it isn't easy, as we- me and miss Kuan were friends since young, I think is about 11 years ( we knew each other when we were seven ). I remembered she told me that she hated me at once, because I always talked to another friend of mine, singying. She was envy about our friendship. But after all, the three of us got along with each other, played around together, overnight in huey yee's house together, had fun together and the most of all, we looked at hot guys together. The three of us then created a name for this so called ''gang''- K.S.Y. Is kinda funny though, but is actually a sign for our friendship. I did miss them all the time. I always tell them my problems through phone or msg them. I don't know whether they were actually listening to my grandma stories ( my stories is always quite long ), but there's one thing I know, they were there for me. That is already more than enough for me, at least they were there ( ya ya ya, to say that em, yes, owh, okay, is like that, don't worry ). I appreciated what they did to me, I really did:) 

Talking back about the outing. It's actually a simple outing. We were supposed to meet each other at the lrt station, but then, oh well, she is late. So I've gotta wait for her. I saw there's people who came from WWF ( is some kind of society whereby people held activities for the environment). They pleased people to sign for them on the board as to show that they support their campaign. But, how sad, nobody actually care about what they did or said ( of course there were some good ones! ). Not to say that I'm willing to sign on the board if I'm in a rush, but what's wrong with giving a little support on the environment. We harm it, and we also have to protect it at the same time. Is just a simple signature, will do. I then told myself that if they would asked me to sign, I sure will. I was daydreaming and also glance to the WWF campaign quiet sometimes while I'm waiting for her. My phone rang later on, and it was her- that rhino! I was so excited because she said she saw me ( but I still don't see any sign of her ). We then have our lunch at Wisma Cosway ( is just a few walking distance from my office ). We were just too early and the restaurant is not yet opened. We waited and waited, and lastly we gave up. We went to Pavilion to find a friend of ours. She is working at Parkson as a promoter. We then chit chat with her while she was working. ( I know is kinda bad to do that, but we still keep in mind that if there's any customers walk across, we will leave *poof? ). But yea, we didn't really leave that spot, we both just act like customers there, as if we wanted to buy those evening dresses. I wanted one, but it was so....expensive? Plus, I have no excuse to convince myself to buy any one. I can't say I'm going for prom night, I can't say that I'm going to any high class restaurant. So ya, I have no excuse.

We went back to that small little restaurant to have lunch. Oh ya, before we went to Pavilion we actually bought something to eat just to fill our stomach. I bought coffee bun and she bought a doughnut. ( Arghh, doughnuts! But, I had one on the past few days, so I chose coffee bun. It still taste good though). We both ordered our lunch and took our seat. This was a bad news, I saw my office friend in the same restaurant. I felt nervous and frightened ( Don't ask me why I felt like this). I didn't thought of meeting anybody on this day. I kept on looking at him, but it doesn't seem like he recognize me. So, I also pretended that I don't know who he was. 

This small little restaurant was recommended by one of my office friend. I certainly love their food here. It's delicious and affordable. I think is quite easy to describe this restaurant. It is painted in orange and it has lots of ovens placed in the restaurant. I enjoyed my shepherd pie and so do her, she enjoyed her black pepper chicken. It's actually a simply dish, but huey yee told me that it tasted like homemade western food. It has nothing much, just salad as the side order ( no fries, no nothing, just veggies and potatoes with mayonnaise- we asked them not to add tomatoes in it ) We both dislikes tomatoes:) 

Hmm, we then walked back to Pavilion to try on clothes ( not some, but lots of clothes). We just went two places to try on those clothes - one is in Nichii, the other one is in Forever 21.

I guess photos can speak more than words, so check it out!

Long knitted sleeves? Denim jacket? or Sleeveless with studs? I just want them all. 

This Girl Is On Fire! 

The End of the outing on Wednesday:) 

* We both went back around 4 o'clock in the evening. We had teatime before we went back. I had pretzel with cinnamon sugar while she had porridge. The pretzel tasted so yummy. This was actually the first time I ate pretzel with cinnamon sugar. I usually buy the original one. And oh ya, I went back to that lrt station that I waited her this morning. What surprised me was the WWF campaign was still there. They were still pleasing people to sign for them. And yes, there's an Indian girl, she approached to me, and asked me to support the campaign. At first I felt awkward, then later on I felt glad about it. I signed my name on the board, and I was asked to write something to prove that I support the campaign. And so, I wrote environmental rocks! I never meant to say anything to offend anybody, but people, please please please and please save the environment. I know is actually can't help anything by now, but still who knows when is the actual day of the world ends. It could be tonight, it can also be tomorrow, and so on. Then why not, do something green today, not to help much, but just a little will do:) We actually only had around 500 tigers in Malaysia. How sad it is!