It was raining heavily at my place yesterday and yet I got two bad news from my close friends. And yes, I've decided to write something for the both of you.
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| K.S.Y will not dies easily! Cheers! |
To huey yee:
Hey, my dearest. I thought it was a fine day yesterday till you told me about something ( him). Yes, he added me into the conversation, and the three of us chatted. I didn't know that before you and him had chatted about studies. ( because I was added into the conversation suddenly) I know you are excited when he first told you that he is entering the same college with you ( sing ying and I were also happy for you. hmm, is like yes! You didn't waste your effort and time waiting for him? ) I really got shocked when you first told me that your crush is going to enter the same college with you. Not only that, you both taking the same course and also same intake. But, he told you that he might be going to Taylor's University for A levels. I knew it was a heart breaking news for you. And if, he is going to the same college with you, he still have a friend there with him. But you, you have nothing but him ( that's what you thought at first, right). You thought that the both of you can slowly build up relationship ( or should I say friendship? ), but is all an illusion for you right now. Everything was not what you had expected at the very first time. He gave you hope and break it all at once. You silly, don't ever think of that. No one gives you hope other than you yourselves. He said he might be going Taylor's University, but is just a maybe. It is not a 100 percent guarantee yet. ( is not that I wanted to give you any hope, just that I felt is kinda silly because you cried for him yesterday). You've been shed your tears for him more than enough, I don't want you to do that again! You understand?! ( big girls don't cry) Is a path of life, you know? Some people comes and goes easily, but if is yours, he/ she will tend to be yours in the end. ( It's not the world end yet) I remembered our high school physics tuition teacher once told us that, you will find that there are more than SPM after we graduated from high school. And then, you will know how silly you are studied and cried for it. But, this is the path we have to go through. We have no choice to choose, it had been arranged since we were born. And yes, so does your love story. ( don't blush) Is kinda cute when I heard that you both might be going to the same college as you had missed high school. But, think about it, huey yee, maybe it's a good choice going to different high school ( I know you graduated, but still listen to my grandma story!) You see, you've make it, you learned to make new friends, adapt the environment. Sometimes, is good that you look back what had you done throughout these few years, you've make it! So, wipe off your tears and start your new journey. Maybe it might not be what as you thought it will be, it might turn into something good. Worry less, and cheer up. You know what, you deserve more than you do, so pick your tiara up, because your prince might be elsewhere waiting for you.
To: Sing Ying
What a day, huh? Shocking news for the three of us, I guess. I think it might be more frightening when you, yourself had received the letter from the government few days ago. I know you've been struggling these days,. Relatives and friends might asked you over the same questions again and again, and what you can do is just laugh about it. ( or maybe saying don't know, but I don't think you will said that). You've been too tough these few years, and you eventually get tired now. Ying, sometimes you have to let it go. You don't have to stay strong always. Please burst into tears whenever you felt that there's an end, and then slowly reverse back and use another way out. When there's a will, there's a way ( always keep in mind ). You keep too much into your heart, and you know, sometimes the both of us will crack our head thinking what's going on with you. It's kinda difficult to think what's going on sometimes. I know that what I try to say now, cannot really help you much ( because is not me the one who is going there alone, meet new people all by myself ) But, I think you can handle it ( you are always the toughest and strongest among the three of us ) You will sure make it. I think you will be a different person ( in a good way, okay? ) when you once come back from national service. Maybe it is not as bad as what you thought. I know you had been having lots of problems around you ( you didn't tell us, but you will always disappear when you have problems. I mean, you will not call us, blog about it, or simply text us one or two words. You will just disappear out of nowhere. ) I don't think it is a bad thing to do, somehow I felt it's good. You can think better or make the right choice being alone. Hmm, my sis's friends went for national service about two years ago. They felt terrified and not willing to go there at first, but slowly they get used to the life there, and they told my sis they don't want to come back. One of my sis's friend cried after three months being there ( And yes, that friend of my sis is a guy ). The another friend of my sis met her boyfriend in there. You see, anything can happened through the three months. I cannot guarantee what will you go through in that three months. It might be difficult and hard for you. But, trust me, you will definitely change when you are back here. You will become more independent. I want to see how you are the first one who goes into the restaurant when we hang out, kay? Don't think too much ( as your college intake will be in August. You still have time to register and prepare everything for your college when you are back here ). Hmm, you used to believe in God. Maybe is good that you leave and go somewhere else alone, try to do everything alone. It can also be said that He wants you to go through all these. It might let you learn something. Oh ya, Sabah is a good place ( frankly speaking, I've never been there before). You can do it, believe in yourself as what you taught me. I will definitely miss you!:)
* Sometimes we just have to learn to dance in the rain:)
Oh ya, we have to gather once before we all enter college and so on! PLAN PLAN PLAN!
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