Sept..

Had been having my semester break for almost 2 weeks. What I've been doing? Obviously nothing. This is the first time having holidays in September and its kinda boring. That's what I felt. Being at home all day long is really boring. 

A big apologise to me and also my family members. Nothing much but the driving test that I keep on avoiding to attend. And yes, I' ve been trying so hard to attend again this time. I cried when my mom asked me to go for driving lesson. That's my phoebia i guess. I'm afraid of driving and fail again, drive and fail another time. I told myself that I will definitely go for the driving lesson on this semester break but then, look at me now, hiding and avoiding all the problems like an ostrich. I hate that! But still, fear had already won the battle. The fear in me is more than hating driving. I cant do anything. I know the most important thing for me now is to get rid of the fear, but how? I don't know. I didn't tell anyone about this matter. I wanted to tell huey yee so much, but then I didn't. I tried to inbox message Wei Yee about it, but then I didn't send out the msg to her. I start to afraid that I have no one to talk to now. I just knew something about it, ppl who knows me well will eventually understands. I don't have to explain much. I just told Huey Yee that I'm not taking the driving test this semester due to I'm afraid of it. Thank God she didn't ask me much about it because I'm afraid that I would cry even louder again. I don't want to cry in front of anybody. 

By the way, I'm gonna stay overnight at Huey Yee's place. So, stay tune. More updates will be posted soon.