A random post

Okay, this is the 3rd time posting in August. Well, yea. I did it. Funny? Not. Well, just want to jot down the first time doing cupcakes alone. (all by myself this time, although my mom helped me preheat the oven and also taught me how to use the grinder well) But still, I've made it and it taste yummy-liceous! My very first homemade cupcakes ( lemon with blueberry) Cupcakes do make me feel a whole lot happy. And of course the most importantly I got the chance to go to the supermarket with my mom today. Only the both of us. It sounds a little sad, but then I felt that's kinda you know, we are in our own world without disturbance (sis and bro! Ha! My sis will punch me if she get to read about this) 

Guess what, I saw Jin Ying being a promoter. Okay, he is not really good in this- I mean as a promoter. It's obvious that, that's his first time working as a promoter. It's just too obvious. He don't approach people. I don't think he get to promote his product to customers too. But then, it's his first time. So ya, everybody starts in fresh. No harm learning things from scratch. Btw, finally I had the guts to get in front of you, and talk to you, although is just one or two words. I told myself I have to talk to you at least one sentence so that I can prove that I go through this. I have to prove it to myself. And well, it goes quite awkward at first. But then, at least I've tried. Just i think 2 to 3 sentence then I walked back to my mom and told her that there were no milk selling. Btw, I saw Wuen Hong too. I treated my mom ice creams at Mcd, and I saw Jin Ying again (his lunch time). I was like Oh my god at first until he saw me. We both just smiled at each other and that's end of the story. The End for August! 

*Everything has changed, and so do we. 

Ohana

went for domino's on thursday while mom having her brunch with her friends nearby. I got shocked when the cashier asked me for my phone number. ( I was like, why he is asking me my phone number in an awkward tone, so I didnt bother about him) Later on, he asked my sis for it because I ignored his question, my sis gave him. What I was thinking was, I'm not calling for a delivery, I want to have it here! Why on earth he is asking our phone numbers and names and stuff like this. I figured out for so long then only I realised that they want to keep it as a record so that it is much easier for delivery next time. (of course I do also asked my sis about that, hah) Btw, we had a large aloha chicken pizza with new york crust and a regular BBQ chicken with thin crust. It cost about 30 bucks, plus a bottle of twister. That drink was soo sooo sooo expensive! (It's just an orange juice, okay?) Its about 10 bucks. We go crazy when we saw the bill. But then, pizzas taste tooo goood! *Anything goes to my mouth always turns good. I admit it. Oh ya, forgotten to mention about my bro in this whole thing. He went for pizzas with us too. Nothing much to talk about actually, but what I love about is, we had photoboomed session on that day. (my bro dont always take photos with us, and we seldom communicate with each other too. Don't think too much, its nothing actually. He's monotone which sometimes make ppl feel frustrated about it, but then somehow if u look at the good side, he is so cute! hah) Well, nothing much to say, that's my bro. He's very own characther. 

hmm, I went for burger hunt again ytd with my family this time. I actually like family outings and of coz food sessions with them outside are always the best. I love them, I treasure them. I appreciate what they had done to shape the person I am today. They are so lot important to me! I love them ( I gotta say it twice!) 

We had burger hunt in Bert's Jr. Gourmet Burgers. The 3 musketeers ( me, my sis and my bro) ordered Baa Baa Black Sheep, my mom with her Hot Chick, and of course my kakak had Jaw Breaker ( it's actually a beef patty burgers) We had normal side orders too (fries, curly fries, coleslaw salad and potato croquettes). Well, I love burgers. (or should I just say I love FOOD!  p/s: I even said the straw is nice:/) I was so impressed that they actually stuff pineapple in the burger- Baa baa black sheep ( a lamb patty burger) That spices, sauce, veggies and pineapple just blend everything so well. (the only thing that is not really good about it was, the burger is so big but then my mouth is too small. I've tried to open my mouth as big as possible to eat it up, but then I end up bitting a small portion of it only.) You see, I then changed my strategy to not eating bit by bit, but press it close together and get a whole bit out of it. But then, it failed again because the patty was really thick and juicy. So well, I eat it slowly. ( I eat the veggies in the middle first. I thought it will decrease the height of the burger, but it still doesnt work. Well, I gave up and started eating like a monster. I dont care about the juice stick on my palm, I dont care how ugly I look like when I eat the burger) But then, it really taste good. It's a good place for people to have brunch, lunch or dinner with friends and family there. (google search the place) The purpose of going there was to celebrate the birthday of our August Babies (my kakak and also my monotone bro) Well, the celebration went well. Everything was fine yesterday. As long everybody was happy about it. No matter what happens, family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten, Ohana! Toss! (I had a great childhood as Stitch from Disney taught me about that) 

Okay, talking about huey yee now. I had a long talk with her ytd (almost an hour talk on the phone, as usual, hah) This time, we didnt talk about guys or studies or watever. We just talked about body shapes and being a girl is actually not an easy thing. Girls need good body shape, good look, nice long legs, good brain, and of coz a good heart! Girls need to know everything- to wear high heels, to put on make up so that we will not look like a zombie, to cook, to sew, to do laundry, to iron, to do housework! But then, I still felt glad that I was born to be a girl! Hah! What a joke! Aiks, body shape is our main problem for now. What I've always thought these days was, clothes only look good on you when you have a nice body shape. (confidence is also important, no worries, I'm learning!) Btw, I told myself I will start my diet plan today, so will go to the gym with my bro later. (had too much calories these 2 days- I ate 6 pizzas I guess, and 1 and 3/4 of burger ytd) Well, it's exercise time for today. No more eating like a monster for this month! We can do it, huey yee! 

Oh ya, I had a yougurt stick at Stick House, Sunway Pyramid ytd too! well, I really need to work out. Way too much calories in my body

Depressed August :/

A long lost post again. I wanted to write something here ytd, but then too bad, I cant log in (I forgot my password). But watever, I'm here now and I'm updating what i've been doing recently. Btw, It's August people!!!

Basically, I finally went to 3 little pigs and the big bad wolf at Bangsar Village with those whom I love the most in the Earth (huey yee and my sis). Nothing much to talk about that day. The food was awesome, pretty weather, nice people around me. Everything was so so so right! I love it. I really can't wait to meet u guys again. *THE BURGER IS A MUST TO ORDER! It taste so goooddd!!!

Hmm, preparing for my finals ( Semester 1, Year 1). Yea, diploma in accounting. It's not an easy course after all. I don't know how to describe about it, but then no matter what happens, I still have to slowly fall in love with this subject (like how i did with physics during high school) I was actually quite lazy and u know, slacking around with food in hand. Yes, I munch all the time these days (that's the reason why I love cookies, cupcakes..) teehee;) that's me! The funniest thing was, I prayed and asked God to give me more strength and energy to study the next day, but then somehow it doesn't really works. I know is my own problem (laziness kills everything!). Counting down 9 days till final starts! 

*pray hard!

I miss Perth, Australia. I want to go there one more time! I like the sky, the people, everything there. The weather and everything is just fine. Told myself i will travel when I've once well prepared (what I meant is money in my piggy bank! Ha!)

Read more, travel more! Yes!
Btw, Sabah I'm coming.

I don't really know how to describe everything in words now, i guess pictures are more than words:)
Happy Tuesday everyone;)

Hello July!

Hello there! I know someone will be angry at me, u know i'm talking about u, my little rhino! My best friend ever! oh yea!

Had been quite busy these days. Overload exams, assignments had nearly made me drown. But, yes, I still survive. Finally I get some time to write a new post. I've actually can't quite remember what I had done in these month- my first semester in this college. What can I say is just I'm so tired. I can just sleep elsewhere. I remembered I was so tired that day and I slept in the train when I'm on the way back home. I nearly miss the station. Anyway, I'm still home now, safe and sound. For now, I don't hope much about what happened around me, because all I want is just to rest (kinda feel aimless now. No aim, no hope, just want to lie on my bed and wake up the next day)

Oh yea, I've been forced by my sis to attend the Odyssey Orientation Night on of the day in past few weeks (I guess it's just two weeks ago, still remember that it was a Wednesday). I'm not those kind of person who like to attend events and functions ( because as what I've mentioned, I prefer sleeping. It's so much better, that's what I thought) But, still I force to be there because my sis kept on nagging me. So yea.. Guess what, it was an awesome night. I scream, I shout for no reason. I yell for my sis's friend, hope that she will get the greatest support from us. (Btw, her performance- catwalk, dancing, singing on stage were amazing) She kinda impressed me emotionally, physically and mentally. ( I'm not crazy about her, but then I just wish I can be as brave as her- dare to take the challenge and break the stage) Maybe you will think that I talk big for now, you gotta see her in real. She's tanned, she has the height every girl always dream of (170cm), she's talented, she has that body shape I've always wanted! Wow, it sounds so perfect to me! Guess what, she won the second place. Congrats to her!

Now, I shall talk about my two sister! They are also awesome people I've met. And, I want our friendship to last forever! I've went out with Ying that day. I'm so excited that day because we finally got to meet each other after 3 months. It's been a long time ever since the last day we went out together. (She came back from national service) She got a love story! I'm actually quite happy for her, I don't know why. She kinda happy with him. ( They are not together yet!) I knew there's something inside her, I can feel her tummy has full of butterflies whenever she told me about him. How they met, how the way that guy treated her. It was, just so touched and sweet.

By the way, we had lunch together at KLCC. We have four chamber, so it's not that easy to ease our stomach with just that simple lunch. (sandwich and chicken chop? ) We also had Auntie Annie's and a moo cow- it's a frozen yogourt. Time flies, and we gonna say goodbye again. I hate that moment, but what can we do other than just apprectiate and treasure every moment we were together? (because we just get to meet like a few hours, it's kinda sad!) 

Hmm, it was another Friday again. We meet each other and this time Huey Yee joined us! It's actually quite surprising because I didnt know I will meet Huey Yee. But anyway,  I love it! The 3 of us again. I love the moment being around them. It makes me feel comfortable. I can always say what I want- about my result, about guys, about just everything. I love it! They are important to me. They are always there for me no matter what happened. We had lunch together again! We chit chatted, shared our stories, and also took selfies! Oh yea, we always do that, but somehow we don't felt bored about doing all these stuff over and over again whenever we meet up. It's kinda like our routine already.

I've suggested to go for a trip (outastation!) I always wonder what it would be like going with friends, because I used to go with my family members only. My mom finally allows me to go with them. I'm so happy and I told them. What a coincidence, Ying's mom told her the same thing too! Cheers for both our mom. Huey Yee was like, hmm, I guess my mom will let me go with you guys. We then started our plannings. It's still a cloud like dream as we haven't got an air ticket yet. But, I think we were kinda serious this time, especially me! I can't wait! 

We have to keep our promise, okay? K.S.Y! *fingers crossed! 

She is M.I.N.E

Well you look and see, miracle happened today ( I blog something!) I think I won't update how am I doing if she (the little fan of mine) didn't ask me to do so. She was complaining to me why i didnt update my blog. Well, as you know, I'm busy. ( I think is the laziness that kills me) 

Okay, its story telling time again. Listen up, especially the one who is reading to it right now. 

She called me up on Friday and asked if she is allowed to come to my house. Of course, I'm shocked and also happy at the same time. She wanted to come? I didnt ask much as I was sleeping actually. She woke me up. She always do that, and somehow I hated it. Why on earth you call me up when I'm dreaming of something nice. (although sometimes I had nightmares, just don't ring the phone and wake me up!) Yeah, you! Whatever reason it was, I picked up the phone and asked her what she want. ( I wasn't that mean actually, but I think is because of her. She is the one who make me felt comfortable with, and so I goes a bit rude to her) Through what I had remembered about the call, I didn't say hi or hey or hello, I asked her what you want. She knew that I was sleeping, she always does. I said okay in a blurry situation, when she asked whether can she come the next day. I didn't ask much actually. I slept back I guess. ( I can't really remember what happened after I put down the phone)

I saw her on the line at night, and of course, I asked her what is the purpose of her coming to my place on the next day. Instead of telling me what's the reason, she asked me to call her up ( okay, this time is my turn to call, fair and square) The reason of her coming is quite touch. She said that her family members are going to Genting Highlands. I then asked her why is she not following (she loves her family very much). At first, she said she wanted to see me, because it had been a long time since we last met up. And then, I teased her ( but of course, I felt touched in the inside. I can really felt my stomach tickle a little. Okay, I'm those kind. I still love guys, especially western guys!) She finally said the real reason I guess, it was because her close cousins were not going, plus there's no more seats in the car. So, she chose to come over to my place. It's fine. I'm still felt touched because you thought of me not others. You chose to come over to my place not some other people's house. I'm glad to have you (no joke!) We chit chatted as long as we can as usual. (Girls are like this!) 

She came to my place the next afternoon. I brought my tuition kid for a swim nearby my house area, while my sister went to fetch the queen to my place. I called her and checked up on her. She was no where but in my sis's car. She lied to me that she was still waiting at the train station. And of course, I'm not that stupid this time. I knew she was lying. (Hey, miss, how long we've been friends, tell me! Your voice had betrayed you) 

She came and I cant wait to see her (actually we just met each other two weeks ago). The first thing that I told her was, look at my face, it's so awful. And you know what she said, ya, how come you look so ugly now? ( what you mean? Well, I take that as a compliment from you because you said I'm ugly for now, but I'm beautiful last time. Don't have to explain much, I knew it!) 

We ate homemade carbonara spaghetti for lunch. (before that, I told her that we can start doing our tutorial questions, and she replied me: ''Aren't we suppose to have our lunch first? ". Yes, that's my friend. Not only friend. She's my bff. She's mine!) 

We did our tutorial questions on the dinning table because we both occupy a lot of space when we it comes to studying. We need space, although we are just doing one particular subject. We chit chat how we do in our Uni. In the end, I just did one question of my accounting tutorials and I don't think she did anything. She just opened her tutorial book and start talking.

We were so annoyed and irritated by the weather and also the tutorials that were placed in front of us. So, I suggested to go for gym and swimming. (These are the actual activities that we wanted to do together) We went for swimming before going to the gym room. I told her that we have to complete 20 laps today. And, she said okay. Well, she is a good swimmer. (It's true) We were in pace at first, but I lost track later on. (you know what I mean? I was in the end and she was in the another end. For e.g. I swam 2 laps, but she had already completed 3 laps. I am slow) I gave her a T sign, to stop her from swimming to my end. I swam to the other end, so that I can swim with her. She already wanted to swim to the other end by the time I reached there. So, she went like, okay, let's swim now. (Hey, I need some rest, okay? I need to take a break!) I went crazy but she just went on. She swam half way and I stopped her again. I shouted at her. She turned her head facing to me, and she accidentally sprained her arm. It was funny. I laughed and laughed and continue laughing. Finally, I asked her whether it hurts. I wanted to gave a rub on her arm. I already rub on her arm by the time she said no. She then told me the injured area wasnt there, is near or below her armpit. That was funny, and so I leave my hands off and continue laughing at her. She was laughing too (in case people who read this post think that I was that bad) 

* look at my legs!! GAWR!

We went for gym with our wet body. I did that before. (and this was my second time entering the gym room with wet body) My concept was, I will eventually be dry when I'm out of the the gym room. And, Ah ha, we were dried like dates when we were out. It's nothing special in the gym room, just that we photo bomb inside, ran on the track mil, listened to music and she danced. That's all for the day. 

*I received my present which is given by her. It was a birthday present actually. I love it! It was a avocodo green shorts (I paid an effort to google the colour for the pants) ;) Thanks Huey Yee, love and hugs!

oh yes, btw, I have to mention again that she's mine!

I'm really looking forward for the next outing!

It's Nice to Have You ;3

It's a nice day out with Huey Yee yesterday. Everything was good, the weather, the feel of excitement, of course we both look good too (maybe not physically but mentally, yes!) It's been a long time I've met her ( I don't know since when, I don't count the days like when we met, when we hung out, when we didn't call or message each other. I don't do all these silly stuff.) I was not really happy with my college life here, my group mates, my timetable, the time when I have to wait for the bus and go to college alone, the moment when I always tell myself I have to learn to be alone when I'm all alone in some unfamilliar places. I have to meet new faces which I sometimes doesn't like it. I met one girl on my very first day of tutorial class ( is an English tutorial class). I thought I would cling with her well, but then it turns up side down. It's the opposite of what I had thought. It's kinda sad actually, as at that time, I only had her, but then she had other friends as well. She loves to mix around with others. She had friends no matter where she go. I didn't say that it isn't a good tihng mixing around with others, maybe I just don't like the fact that her focus is not on me. It's kinda leftout when she stopped by and talk with her friends out of nowhere (as I said she has plenty of friends in that big college). I will keep quite whenever she has a conversation between them (I can't like introduce myself in an awkward way in between their conversation, right?) There's lots more happening, but I'm just too lazy to type it out word by word. ( by the way, my two besties and my family already know what was happening, so ya, I guess is already more than enough) The other thing was, there's a strange feeling when I'm having my lecture or tutorial classes. I kinda regretted choosing accounting as my major subject (as I don't understand what's going on in class) I had that instinct to change to a different course ( you know, my favourite engineering course), but then what can I do for now? 

I told Huey Yee about what I had and must go through in college, she told me hers too. She told me that it's always like this, when you first enter college (she enters college earlier than I do but she can adapt well in no time). The one sentence that impressed me the most from her is, she told me that just take it as a challenge, just try it before saying you want to give up. Yea, she was right. I can't give up that easily. There's always hope when the moment you wanted to give up. People who want to give up are those who never try hard ( yea, sound like me, I know). I knew I will gain something from her after a day out with her. Thanks Huey Yee! 

* oh ya, it's nice to hear that you have admirers in your Uni. Do remember to update me more about your... love stories:)

Guess what, I shop a few hours with her yesterday, and finally I managed to buy somethings. ( a navy blue t-shirt with a moustache man printed on it, a sharped blue shorts, a black cap, a pair of strawberry and flag earrings). So, now I'm grounded till Sing Ying is back. Aiks.. I will still shop for more as I'm a girl. It's a girl's prioriety to do that. 

being 18 is not an easy thing

18! what a wonderful and anxious age. Everything has to start brand new. New life, new environment, new friends. Hmm, being 18 is not that easy. It's all brand new to me. Yes, I do talk a lot, but i think I only talk a lot in front of those whom I feel comfortable with. But how would I know, who is the girl or guy or maybe a gang I can get along with? I'm curious yet not excited at all. I don't felt nervous or watsoever being in college.  ( maybe my sis is also studying there too. Thus, I always think that I still have her being there for me if I'm all alone in the college.) I guess it will be much more busier than being in college. I want to work part time whenever I have free time. I want to save up the money to do things I've wanted to do. I never thought of anything, I just want to use my free time to earn something. And so, I teach kids tuition. I've been annoyed by lots of stuff, driving ( this is the difficult one), tuition, studies, family probs and I think it will be more and more. ( of course I hope not.) I used to care too much how people feel last time, and I realized I shouldnt be like this anymore. I'm shocked that day when singying told me that she don't want to care about other people's stuff. ( I want to think like her if I can) My mom once asked me that day, do I admire my sister. My answer was, yes, yes and yes. I admire her. She changed me a lot. She taught me lots of stuff. She helped me a lot when I'm in trouble. I admire her because of her maturity, her thinking. I remember that I told my mom I wish to be like her. My mom told me that, is actually a path of growing up. ( And yes, I'm definitely not growing up yet). No matter what, I will try to mix around with people, try to cope my studies, try to do things that I've never done before, try to go through all these stuff. 

加油，我行的！也许，他说得对，别想太多了！