Oct

I had a great day with ying yesterday after tutorial class (i skipped 2 lecture class because of you!) Hmm, we did nothing much actually, just chit chatting and of course had lunch together. I appreciated every moment being with you guys. Plus, I figured out something. I don't use my brain that much. (it's true.) I told Ying that among the 4 of us, I don't have much problem in my mind. (that's why I became the listener most of the time)  I don't understand why at first, then I figured out why now. I seldom think much actually. I just call one of them, eat or sleep. Then, I'm okay the next day. I just have that kind of attitude. Of course, it's good sometimes but it's also bad in some times. I know it. Blah blah blah, ta, ta, ta. 

Oh ya, Ying. Sorry for waiting for me at the lrt station. I know is kinda dangerous. I'm actually quite shock on how the way you wore yesterday. I didn't tell you doesn't mean that you don't look special. You have to always believe that you are the one and only one in the world. You are limited edition! Hah! Kinda happy huh? 

*Aiks, no picture of yesterday's outing. Well, just keep the memory in our mind. We treasure moments, don't we? 

Huey Yee: 

I think I gotta write you this every month. It's just for the sick of doing it. You always get into a down mood whenever you are in University. I understand what are you trying to tell me. But then, you see, I don't feel that way or I never ever felt like that before. So, I can't really understand how sad or guilty you feel. I'm sorry I can't help or be by your side when you really needed someone to just be there and hold you tight. I'm sorry I can't do that. 

You know how lucky you are? Being protected by friends is a very lucky thing. You are surrounded by people who love you. They are afraid that you might get hurt. Of course, I know you will get annoyed and irritated when people are overprotective and control what you can or cannot do. But, do think twice about it. They don't have to do that. They did that because they really treated you as a friend. 

But still, nobody will understand about the situation than you do. So, just get through it. You can actually focus on other stuff, get to know more things. You will definitely see a brighter side of everything. Trust me. I know it will takes some time for you to digest the situation now. Then, just take your time. When god gives you lemon, just squeeze it and make lemonade, lemon cupcakes or whatever you want that lemon to be. Its in your hand. Enjoy life, please.