October :)

a small reunion again for this month. I love October, really! Btw, I started to love Wednesday (of course there's some reason why I love it, but i choose to keep it to myself. Dont ask me, pls! And yes, although coming back from college is a little late. But still, i love Wednesday).

Oh ya, I met Calvin when I was going back home by train in the train station. It was just a coincidence.I didn't meet him for like a year ( ever since we ended having tuition together last year) I seldom chat with him too. But then, it was quite shocked meeting him that day. He actually saw me at first. ( I was walking without aware of my surrounding. There's just one thing in my mind, and that was home. I don't look up or think much along the journey. I'm so tired, too tired.) Okay, he stood at a corner and waited for me just to clarify whether that's me or not. And yes, I looked up this time. (I don't why I will look up. I just look up very naturally) I pointed at him in an awkward way. He was like got shocked and curious at the same time. We just chit chatted all the way to the last station. It was a comfortable journey. Its always better to have a companion than being alone. (of course, sometimes I do enjoy being alone. Doing things that I want.) 

Met Karyan on one of those days. I automatically tapped on her shoulder. She didn't see me, I guess. It might also be that she was too shy at that time. I don't care. I just want to say hi. (yes, her friend is there. But, so? There's not a problem saying hi to a friend, right?) So yes, I said hi to her. ( it was like the 3rd time saying hi to her in different places. And yes, I said hi to her first.) We also chit chatted about how these days go like. That's all. 

Hmm, had an outing with my both ''yee''s! I love them (as in very much). It's infinite! We just went out to look for slippers. Wei yee and I bought our slippers while huey yee bought a yellow cardigan with black strips at the side. That cardigan made her look so slim. (you won, huey yee!) Oh ya, talking about the slipper (it's fake ''birkenstock'') Opps, the three of us bought it. Wei yee with her red ones, Huey yee bought a white ones and I got myself a brown ones. I love it. I always wanted it. But of course, it's not genuine. I don't want to spend my money on all these stuff. I want to spend on travelling. I want to see how big the world is. Oh ya, this time Wei Yee drove the both of us there. We found a parking lot and it was so far away from where we want to go. But, what to do. Everywhere was full of cars. I hate cars! So, we chose to walk. It was so far! By the way, Weiyee's driving skill is not bad. I really felt that I'm useless when my friends are able to drive around and I'm just on the passenger seat. I want to get my license badly! *fingerscrossed! We had Subway after a long walk. I started to keep my mouth shut because my energy level was low at that time. My hands and legs are shaking. (it's true) I didn't realize that I will keep my mouth shut after 1 to 2 hours during the gathering. Wei yee told me about that. She really understands me well or maybe she is too sensitive about all these small matters. (to her a small action is already a big issue.) We ate with zhen shen (he is working in Pavilion and having his break) He chose to eat with us (it's already 4 something at that moment) You are the best, zhen shen! He told us that he'd already prepared his money to have sushi zanmai with us, but in the end eating subway like a long lost boy. (haha, that's actually our first plan) But then, I was so tired to give any opinion. I just want to eat something which serves the fastest. We had quite a long talk. (the four of us). Hmm, we talked about dieting and workout again after zhen shen went off for work. Girls talk this time. We sat there and talk for this topic for almost an hour. That's girls, and that's us! hah! It sounds so difficult to have a good body shape. And so, I set a time frame for the three of us. In three months time, we got to have a satisfied body shape, if not we just continue eating like a monster. And, that's it. I was thinking why the boys (zhen shen and jinying) had changed, but then why we are still in pace. No changes. Maybe others can see our changes (it might be mentally changes). But then, what I want for now is both mentally and physically. So do the both of them. Being fat is killing us actually (just because the boys are too skinny) Okay, they did lots of exercise. I can't deny the fact. Come on, I NEED A NICE BODY SHAPE! I hope we are all motivated, and in 3 months time when I look back in this post. I will just laugh and laugh and continue laughing. (of course, that time I should be so slim, if not I will just laugh at the promises that I've made to myself had failed) I dont wish that I'm still discussing about diet and workouts after three months. Please, please, please, let me go through this 3 months. There will definitely be a change (I hope so!) By the way, we also tried on some dresses in forever 21. It's just a reminder of how fat we are and hope we can get some motivation from there. What a silly idea, but somehow it works. Thank god!

Opps, I want to apologise to singying here, your secret had revealed (the confession).I know I'm wrong for not keeping the promise. I hope I won't do that again. 

Oh ya, Wei yee and I had ''dim sum'' before fetching huey yee. We were like some old folks sitting down there chit chatting and drinking our soya bean milk. It's weird.  It's always weird being with you guys. (but, I felt comfortable being with you all) 

Thanks for being there for me.