September!

It's Saturday morning, and I gotta leave hueyyee's house :( hmm, hueyyee, weiyee and I had breakfast together at Mcd. Weiyee said there's a new launched breakfast set. It's the wrap. We three oredered chicken wrap. Hmm, it taste so good! (maybe it's because we ate it together) We enjoyed our breakfast and also talked about what had happened yesterday. (we used to do that everytime. we might not discuss it face to face, but we also talked talked about it through facebook or even on the phone. We are like this. After all, I guess we can't change really that much) Nothing much, we took a few photos and hueyyee sent me back home. Thats it. 

Cousins came to my house. My lovely cousins that I've didn't see them for a several months, half a year. (Aiks, time really flies! Appreciate every moment! Always remind myself about that!) We talked like we used to be. We managed to talk more and more, laugh and laugh even louder. Nobody is closer than family! 

We had dinner together too, just to catch up the months we had lost. We want to spend more time together. I love them too!:3 

We had steamboat buffet on that night. (forgotten what's the name of the restaurant. It's near Sunway Pyramid)  Oh yeah, cousin night out! (calories are much less important for now) hmm, actually we didnt really talk about what had going on last few months or gossip about anybody. (maybe a little, hah!) But, we create new memories! Yay, to my cousins! They are awesome like me? Okay, we ate like an elephant that day. We grabbed lots and lots of food! Clams, muscles, mutton, pork, chicken, all kinds of mushrooms! ( we didnt eat vege on that night, it's serious, just simply because it's not worth it. What a nice excuse!) The next table of ours ate like they came from the jungle. There's only 4 person (parents, and two little kids) but they can eat a mountain of food, non stop, man! We were like what, especially my cousin sister! She was so angry. The worst thing was their son took the crabs with his own hand, bare hand! Yucks! My cousin sister scolded him and she felt guilty an hour later or so. We were giggling when she asked did she did wrongly for scolding other people's son. We didn't say anyting. Okay, we had another incident too. There's always dessert when you end eating up something good. My cousin sister and I were waiting for the watermelon as almost every table had a plate of watermelon slice. I then asked her to take it from the counter. She waited and waited there just for the watermelon to come out. She can't wait for the watermelon to serve, she then asked the waiter to cut it for us. She then walked back to her seat and wait for the watermelon to be served. For several minutes or so, the watermelon was not here yet. She was so frustrated and she asked the guy where's her watermelon. (she has the guts!) It had already taken by another group of people. She then started to walk back with her puffy face. So angry! The 4 of us just laughed and laughed and laughed non stop. Why I have such cute cousin sister? Tell me! 

End of story! We enjoyed that night so much. It's like the night will never end and we will never finish the food on the table.

* the muscles and crabs are fantastic!!! 

Photo bomb session! 

It's gonna be okay ;o

Had a sudden gathering with the old school clan ( this is the reason why I had to stay in huey yee's place one more day, but then it's a good thing and I love it!)  Yea, we knew each other for almost 9 years and still counting the following years. (starting from primary school) I love them so so so much, just that we didn't meet each other for almost half a year, so it was kinda sudden when huey yee planned the sudden gathering. We wanted to meet each other so dreadfully, just that we have our own stuff to do in the past few months. ( I know it's not an excuse, but then just, just, just leave me alone with this reason so that I wont feel guilty about it.)

Okay, talking about the gathering now. I kinda regret at first for attending it. I don't feel comfortable sticking around with them. I'm just not me in front of them. I talk a lot but then is not in front of them. I don't know why. I avoid looking at them eye to eye and keeping my mouth shut. Hueyyee, jinying, zhenshen and me sat down and wait for the others to join us. We had simple tea time hour at a store. Okay, I really didnt talk to anybody even hueyyee. I only laugh softly or gave a simple smile as a reaction to what they are saying, I didn't even talk anything to them. (I did but then I think not even 20 sentences) Yes, I used to be the quietest among them but then I didn't have that kind of feeling ever. I like them, I love them. But, this is the very first time having that kind of feeling. Feeling I'm so lef out, feeling I'm not supposed to be there. You know what, I talked more with my college friends than them. (Yes, I said I seldom talk with people in college, but then I can be myself infront of them) I don't understand why. Tell me!! I hate that kind of feeling. I told huey yee and wei yee about this, but then huey yee said I think too much about it. Aiks, worst feeling ever! Wei yee told me that zhenshen also said that I had changed. I had changed till so obvious (not physically, I guess. It's mentally and emotionally. This is worst than physically changed.) It is so obvious that someone can feel the change in me. I can't sleep well for a few days because of this matter. I kept on thinking what I've done that he will have that kind of thought. I also asked jinying about it. He seriously told me that yes, I've changed, but then change to be somebody better. A better me. Of course, I laughed when he said that. He asked me not to think too much and why I bother so much when the change is something good for me. Okay, I don't know what can I say when he said like this. I care every comment that had given by my friends. I care about what zhen shen said. I care about the feelings with them. Of course, I didn't said that to jinying. You know, sometimes is very hard to tell anybody about this. It's the feeling that make me felt so uneasy. Hope everything will be fine after a few months. Things will eventually be better when time passed, because some things takes time. I believe in that, really! So, just listen to what huey yee and jinying told me, don't bother or think too much about it. 

Hmm, yes, we went for karaoke session that day. I had things to do now, finally. This time I sang without anybody forcing me to do it (they used to ask me to sing, and sing it loudly. My voice is so soft, they barely hear my voice.) But, that day, I snatched the mic and sang lots of song. I think they will felt kinda shock especially the boys. I don't have the guts last time, but that day, I was like a changed person. I, myself also felt kinda shock thinking back about what I've done. It's fun singing out loud actually and especially with the 5 of them. I love them! We didn't really gone wild or crazy that day.(maybe everybody is not in the mood yet or tired. Oh gosh, we are so old! I can feel it, because I feel so sleepy every now and then) But still, its kinda fun when weiyee and singying joined us that day, at least there's some noise now. All of us started to be a little crazy. I was like finally. It's a good thing! People changed in certain period of time, but if is a good thing, good feeling, then is okay. I still love them, and this is what I know. I will try harder, be more natural, talk more with everyone of you. 

They are just too awesome!

Had splendid moment with her again for my very first semester break. I packed my bags and stayed overnight at huey yee's house. ( It supposed to be 3 days 2 nights, and then it became 4 days 3 nights). She just make me break all the boundaries. It was actually quite, hmm.. felt like home being in her house. (not that I don't like to stay in my house, is just that it has the equal feeling staying in her house.) Her family members treated me like im part of their family too. I was so touched, when I heard huey yee told her mom that it's okay, I understand her well and she can do anything silly or stupid around me, because I'm part of her family. I swear I giggled. Stupid Huey Yee! You are such a silly, but still, I love you in many ways! Hah! We didn't do much in her house. No pillow fight, no cycling or baking or some other things. Basically, we just did our own stuff, watch dramas, login to facebook and chat with some other people. That's us! Oh ya, I don't think we will get to do some heart to heart talk if her house suffered from major electrical breakdown. It kinda make me feel sick actually, because it was so hot and mosquitoes around! Arghh, i hate mosquitoes! I mean WE HATE MOSQUITOES! issshh! Huey yee was so brave enough to call the person and asked what's happening. But instead of asking the person politely, she kinda like scolded the person like this, what for my parents pay electrical bill when my house has no electricity all time. I started laughing. I didn't know she would talk to the person like this. And, this is not the first time. The person who is working there can actually recognise her voice. I went oh my god, huey yee you have the guts! Hah!   there's no electricity for 2 days, how unlucky was that. I remembered on the second day, I was just too tired. I slept on the couch while waiting for huey yee to finished her stuff on the computer. But, her butt just doesnt move! She watched her dramas from ep 1 to ep 3. She then asked me to go upstairs and sleep first, there's no need to wait for her. I went up and I laid on the bed. Guess what? I closed my eyes and the house suddenly blackout. I was like what! ) And, there's when we had our heart to heart talk for two days, in the dark with a touchlight. We almost talked till 3a.m. for that 2 nights. Oh god, pimples on my face is gonna pop! 

We had a small and sudden gathering with Wei Yee (another important girl to me)  to Korean Village to have korean food (at Da Chang Jin) for lunch. Yes, the seasoned meat and steam egg taste so good! We talked and laughed all the way. (before, after and also through the process when we are having food in our mouth) We laughed so loud and the restaurant was filled with our laughters. We had just became the spotlight of the restaurant. Like what! But still, we don't care. oh ya, we got to eat free korean dumplings by the food supplier who was just sitting right next door to us. We thought we were too noisy, that's why the guy gave us dumplings so that we can shut our mouth up. It's not that, okay? It's actually because he wanted us to try his newly imported korean dumplings. It's so juicy and the fillings inside taste so good! Korean people really has great taste for food. I starting to love Korean food. I want somemore, mama! *didn't get to take any photos of the food that day, because we were actually quite busy eating and talking. We ain't have no time for this. LOL! We went to the nearest shopping mall just to feel the get free air conditioner. (part of it was also because we have eleswhere to go.) So, we went to a shoe store that was placed in the shopping mall and tried on heels. It was so funny. 

We goes so confident in one side with the high heels and less confidence in the other side with our slippers and flats on. So silly. We tried to walk towards the mirror and started laughing so loud when we saw our long legs with the heels on. We had such gorgeous pair of legs! We also went to try some dresses and clothes on, just for fun. I didn't see Wei Yee wore a skirt or dress before and so I forced her to try on a skirt. We tried on the clothes we took. I asked her to come out first so that I will show her next as an exchange. Huey yee did not try on any clothes due to some personal reason. Wei yee was so cunning! I hate her! She quickly ran in to the fitting room and I started to pushed the door so hard and asking her to come out. But still, she did not want to come out from the fitting room. She asked us to just looked it from the reflection of the mirror. So.... isshh! We got to take a single photo on that door but with all our pants on! 

okay, tell me my elephant legs are just an illusion :( 

Sept..

Had been having my semester break for almost 2 weeks. What I've been doing? Obviously nothing. This is the first time having holidays in September and its kinda boring. That's what I felt. Being at home all day long is really boring. 

A big apologise to me and also my family members. Nothing much but the driving test that I keep on avoiding to attend. And yes, I' ve been trying so hard to attend again this time. I cried when my mom asked me to go for driving lesson. That's my phoebia i guess. I'm afraid of driving and fail again, drive and fail another time. I told myself that I will definitely go for the driving lesson on this semester break but then, look at me now, hiding and avoiding all the problems like an ostrich. I hate that! But still, fear had already won the battle. The fear in me is more than hating driving. I cant do anything. I know the most important thing for me now is to get rid of the fear, but how? I don't know. I didn't tell anyone about this matter. I wanted to tell huey yee so much, but then I didn't. I tried to inbox message Wei Yee about it, but then I didn't send out the msg to her. I start to afraid that I have no one to talk to now. I just knew something about it, ppl who knows me well will eventually understands. I don't have to explain much. I just told Huey Yee that I'm not taking the driving test this semester due to I'm afraid of it. Thank God she didn't ask me much about it because I'm afraid that I would cry even louder again. I don't want to cry in front of anybody. 

By the way, I'm gonna stay overnight at Huey Yee's place. So, stay tune. More updates will be posted soon. 

A random post

Okay, this is the 3rd time posting in August. Well, yea. I did it. Funny? Not. Well, just want to jot down the first time doing cupcakes alone. (all by myself this time, although my mom helped me preheat the oven and also taught me how to use the grinder well) But still, I've made it and it taste yummy-liceous! My very first homemade cupcakes ( lemon with blueberry) Cupcakes do make me feel a whole lot happy. And of course the most importantly I got the chance to go to the supermarket with my mom today. Only the both of us. It sounds a little sad, but then I felt that's kinda you know, we are in our own world without disturbance (sis and bro! Ha! My sis will punch me if she get to read about this) 

Guess what, I saw Jin Ying being a promoter. Okay, he is not really good in this- I mean as a promoter. It's obvious that, that's his first time working as a promoter. It's just too obvious. He don't approach people. I don't think he get to promote his product to customers too. But then, it's his first time. So ya, everybody starts in fresh. No harm learning things from scratch. Btw, finally I had the guts to get in front of you, and talk to you, although is just one or two words. I told myself I have to talk to you at least one sentence so that I can prove that I go through this. I have to prove it to myself. And well, it goes quite awkward at first. But then, at least I've tried. Just i think 2 to 3 sentence then I walked back to my mom and told her that there were no milk selling. Btw, I saw Wuen Hong too. I treated my mom ice creams at Mcd, and I saw Jin Ying again (his lunch time). I was like Oh my god at first until he saw me. We both just smiled at each other and that's end of the story. The End for August! 

*Everything has changed, and so do we. 

Ohana

went for domino's on thursday while mom having her brunch with her friends nearby. I got shocked when the cashier asked me for my phone number. ( I was like, why he is asking me my phone number in an awkward tone, so I didnt bother about him) Later on, he asked my sis for it because I ignored his question, my sis gave him. What I was thinking was, I'm not calling for a delivery, I want to have it here! Why on earth he is asking our phone numbers and names and stuff like this. I figured out for so long then only I realised that they want to keep it as a record so that it is much easier for delivery next time. (of course I do also asked my sis about that, hah) Btw, we had a large aloha chicken pizza with new york crust and a regular BBQ chicken with thin crust. It cost about 30 bucks, plus a bottle of twister. That drink was soo sooo sooo expensive! (It's just an orange juice, okay?) Its about 10 bucks. We go crazy when we saw the bill. But then, pizzas taste tooo goood! *Anything goes to my mouth always turns good. I admit it. Oh ya, forgotten to mention about my bro in this whole thing. He went for pizzas with us too. Nothing much to talk about actually, but what I love about is, we had photoboomed session on that day. (my bro dont always take photos with us, and we seldom communicate with each other too. Don't think too much, its nothing actually. He's monotone which sometimes make ppl feel frustrated about it, but then somehow if u look at the good side, he is so cute! hah) Well, nothing much to say, that's my bro. He's very own characther. 

hmm, I went for burger hunt again ytd with my family this time. I actually like family outings and of coz food sessions with them outside are always the best. I love them, I treasure them. I appreciate what they had done to shape the person I am today. They are so lot important to me! I love them ( I gotta say it twice!) 

We had burger hunt in Bert's Jr. Gourmet Burgers. The 3 musketeers ( me, my sis and my bro) ordered Baa Baa Black Sheep, my mom with her Hot Chick, and of course my kakak had Jaw Breaker ( it's actually a beef patty burgers) We had normal side orders too (fries, curly fries, coleslaw salad and potato croquettes). Well, I love burgers. (or should I just say I love FOOD!  p/s: I even said the straw is nice:/) I was so impressed that they actually stuff pineapple in the burger- Baa baa black sheep ( a lamb patty burger) That spices, sauce, veggies and pineapple just blend everything so well. (the only thing that is not really good about it was, the burger is so big but then my mouth is too small. I've tried to open my mouth as big as possible to eat it up, but then I end up bitting a small portion of it only.) You see, I then changed my strategy to not eating bit by bit, but press it close together and get a whole bit out of it. But then, it failed again because the patty was really thick and juicy. So well, I eat it slowly. ( I eat the veggies in the middle first. I thought it will decrease the height of the burger, but it still doesnt work. Well, I gave up and started eating like a monster. I dont care about the juice stick on my palm, I dont care how ugly I look like when I eat the burger) But then, it really taste good. It's a good place for people to have brunch, lunch or dinner with friends and family there. (google search the place) The purpose of going there was to celebrate the birthday of our August Babies (my kakak and also my monotone bro) Well, the celebration went well. Everything was fine yesterday. As long everybody was happy about it. No matter what happens, family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten, Ohana! Toss! (I had a great childhood as Stitch from Disney taught me about that) 

Okay, talking about huey yee now. I had a long talk with her ytd (almost an hour talk on the phone, as usual, hah) This time, we didnt talk about guys or studies or watever. We just talked about body shapes and being a girl is actually not an easy thing. Girls need good body shape, good look, nice long legs, good brain, and of coz a good heart! Girls need to know everything- to wear high heels, to put on make up so that we will not look like a zombie, to cook, to sew, to do laundry, to iron, to do housework! But then, I still felt glad that I was born to be a girl! Hah! What a joke! Aiks, body shape is our main problem for now. What I've always thought these days was, clothes only look good on you when you have a nice body shape. (confidence is also important, no worries, I'm learning!) Btw, I told myself I will start my diet plan today, so will go to the gym with my bro later. (had too much calories these 2 days- I ate 6 pizzas I guess, and 1 and 3/4 of burger ytd) Well, it's exercise time for today. No more eating like a monster for this month! We can do it, huey yee! 

Oh ya, I had a yougurt stick at Stick House, Sunway Pyramid ytd too! well, I really need to work out. Way too much calories in my body

Depressed August :/

A long lost post again. I wanted to write something here ytd, but then too bad, I cant log in (I forgot my password). But watever, I'm here now and I'm updating what i've been doing recently. Btw, It's August people!!!

Basically, I finally went to 3 little pigs and the big bad wolf at Bangsar Village with those whom I love the most in the Earth (huey yee and my sis). Nothing much to talk about that day. The food was awesome, pretty weather, nice people around me. Everything was so so so right! I love it. I really can't wait to meet u guys again. *THE BURGER IS A MUST TO ORDER! It taste so goooddd!!!

Hmm, preparing for my finals ( Semester 1, Year 1). Yea, diploma in accounting. It's not an easy course after all. I don't know how to describe about it, but then no matter what happens, I still have to slowly fall in love with this subject (like how i did with physics during high school) I was actually quite lazy and u know, slacking around with food in hand. Yes, I munch all the time these days (that's the reason why I love cookies, cupcakes..) teehee;) that's me! The funniest thing was, I prayed and asked God to give me more strength and energy to study the next day, but then somehow it doesn't really works. I know is my own problem (laziness kills everything!). Counting down 9 days till final starts! 

*pray hard!

I miss Perth, Australia. I want to go there one more time! I like the sky, the people, everything there. The weather and everything is just fine. Told myself i will travel when I've once well prepared (what I meant is money in my piggy bank! Ha!)

Read more, travel more! Yes!
Btw, Sabah I'm coming.

I don't really know how to describe everything in words now, i guess pictures are more than words:)
Happy Tuesday everyone;)